My protector ✔

3 Years later

A/N Little Maddox pictured above

This was the original Epilogue, but I changed it and there will be a new epilogue. This chapter has a few minor changes. 

Jungkook

Seokjin has been out of town for 2 weeks now and I hate it, I know he has a job to do but his job is so dangerous that anything could happen to him, and it kills me that he won't be in my life anymore, I knew this coming into the relationship, but I was hoping after Maddox was born, he would slow down. "Jungkook, any word from Seokjin", Jimin asks, he is just as worried because Yoongi is with him. 

Frankie walks in behind Jimin, "there is my Peanut, come to your favorite cousin." She takes Maddox out of my arms and starts tickling his belly, he loves his cousin Frankie, and she distracts him when Jin isn't here, Maddox is constantly asking for his Appa and I don't know what to tell him sometimes, I can't call him, I have to wait for him to call me. "No, I haven't heard from today", I say. "Ugh I hate when he doesn't take me with him", Jimin says. "Jimin, you are pregnant, you know Yoongi would never risk that", I roll my eyes. "I know", he pouts.

After dinner I bathe Maddox and play with him in his room for a little while until he starts yawning, I lay him in his bed and kiss his forehead, "Appa", want Appa." "He'll be home soon baby, I promise", I kiss his forehead and sit with him till he drifts off to sleep. I walk to my room exhausted, I take a shower and throw on boxers and climb into bed, that's when the tears start.

 I hate this I really do, I hate this feeling of not knowing where he is or if he is safe, I also wonder sometimes if he has someone on the side, a whole other family. I've seen enough movies to know the mobsters always have a side chick because they know the spouse will never leave, well that's not the case here, I'll take Maddie go and never show myself to him again.

I cry myself to sleep thinking of Jin loving someone else other than Maddox and me, just to be woken up later by arms wrapping around me, I sat up and turned the light on, "Seokjin when did you get home." "About 20 minutes ago, I am sorry if I scared you, are you okay", he asks. I stood and looked at him, "no Seokjin, I am not okay, I can't do this anymore", I cry, and I see the terror in his eyes. 

"Can't do what Jungkook, what happened baby", he says clearly upset trying to get closer to me. I just stand there and allow him to hold me, "do you have someone else." "Jungkook, I can't believe you would think that, I would never cheat on you, you and Maddox are my everything, I am not stupid, listen to me , sit down please", he sits me on the bed. "I can't take you leaving for weeks at a time anymore, the thoughts that go thru my head are driving me crazy, Maddox constantly asking for you and not knowing what to tell him, the thought that you could leave and I would never see you again", I break down and sob into his shoulder.

 "Baby how long have you felt this way", he asks me. "For a long time now", I sniffle. "Why did you wait so long to tell me, why wait so long when you have been unhappy, Jungkook I don't want you unhappy, especially because of me", he says upset, "hold onto me, hold me tight and listen, its done, there will be no more travelling, no more leaving for long periods of time." I pull out of my arms, "what, do you mean it, you wont leave us again." "Nope this was the last job we had and it was a huge one", he says smiling. "Bigger than the Hyun job", I ask intrigued.

Seokjin

 "Are you really done babe, you wont leave us anymore", he asks fisting my shirt. "I promise love, if I have to travel anywhere you and Maddox will come with me", I say as he straddles my lap. "I missed you so much and so did Maddie, Seokjin he hates when you are gone, I feel so bad for him when he asks for you", he says still hugging me. "He won't have to ask anymore babe and I am sorry I couldn't tell you anything, just in case something went wrong I wanted you all to be safe", I say kissing his cheek, making my way to his lips.

🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞

I kiss him deeply, while he grinds his ass on my cock, he slides down my legs pulling my boxers down with him. Jungkook grabs my erection stroking me till I am rock hard, licking from root to tip, dipping his tongue into my slit, my head falls back and my eyes roll to the back of my head, he makes hungry sounds, licking my cock. He places his hands on my thighs and takes my cock all the to the back of his throat, "Kook Fuck." 

He hums as he constricts his throat around the head and my whole body vibrates, I am going to cum if he keeps that up, I slide my fingers into his hair and grip it tight. The hot wetness of his mouth, his breath puffing against my skin, and his tongue against the underside of my shaft made for my manly resolve to break and before I could say anything ropes of cum were hitting the roof of his mouth, and he took it all.

I pull him up and hold him while I come back down to earth, "fuck Kook, shame on you for ever thinking I could cheat on you." "I am sorry I accused you, I just needed to know", he says kissing my chest, rubbing his thumb over my nipple. "Its okay, I understand and I am sorry if I ever made you doubt my love", I lay him down putting his back to my chest and raising his leg, reaching between us he strokes me hard again and guides me to his hole, I push into him and he lets out a guttural moan. 

We make love all night and in the morning I wake up to Jungkook in my arms, this is how it will be forever, my little runaway has stopped running and is all mine. I kiss his shoulder and realize that I am still inside him and getting very hard, "Good Morning Little spoon." "It will be a good morning big spoon if you use that", he says starting to fuck himself on my cock.