HER

𝙃𝙄𝙎 𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙈

I saw Zandria, who is now crying, and she is shocked, looking at me like they have been caught doing something. Soon after him, Simon is shocked, looking at me, but his eyes are just shocked, not like the ones Zandria gave me.

Zandria walked a little bit faster, and I held her wrist harder and gave it back to her where she left it.

"If you did something I didn't like, I would take revenge, and if you both hurt me, I would never think twice about letting you feel what I would feel." looking at her with anger and hatred

She got scared, and Simon is looking at me and down at what I'm holding. He is about to touch me, but I move backwards, not wanting any touch because I'm angry, sad, and full of emotion.

"Carla, please let me explain," Simon said, pleading to let him hear what he was going to say, but I don't know if my heart is hurting more, and I don't think my heart can take this. One tear drops from my eyes as I look into his eyes with anger and tears.

"It's funny how you say those sweet little things to me. You know I tried to trust you, and you know how hard it is to earn my trust, but I'm not another bitch you're hiding for me. I won't fall into your trap." I commented and was about to leave, and he hugged me really tight.

"Please, my Carla, hear me. I'm not breaking your heart. I really feel like she is planning something. And please, I'm begging you to hear me explain." I looked down because I couldn't see how this man was hurting. This time, I will listen.

I don't think I'm normal, Carla, who is a spoiled brat, and now I will listen to him? Is this a joke? why my heart is being soft for the things I need to be strong for, and I don't like these feelings.

And he held my wrist, and he really hugged me so much, and he said in a soft voice, "Baby, she has kept on flirting with me ever since we were in high school, and I'm glad we stopped college because I know she is your friend, and I don't see anyone. I assured you, and that girl is claiming that I'm her child's father, and I need you to trust me with this. I never had a girl, and I even don't know why she is that strong. Please, baby.

My heart is hurting. I'm sobbing while he is saying those words. This man doesn't deserve anything but the purest intention, but you can't judge me for having my mind this way, so I told him, "Give me one sentence that will set my heart at ease." I know it's not just one sentence to set my heart at ease but billions of words, but this time let's see

He looked so sad and broke the hug, although it was harder for me to breathe. I picked up the flowers and the ring for him, and he was confused why I was wiping his eyes. I gave him my gifts.

"If you break my heart, you will never get it back." I know for a fact that it will hurt me, but I will never lower my standard for him. I deserve anything in this world.

But this time my heart wants what it wants.

You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right, but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up

But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I can't escape

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right, but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up

But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

I wake up in his car on his lap while the song is still playing. I sleep because I'm tired of crying, and now that I wake up, I rub my eyes and yawn. Looking at his tiger ring, which was on his ring finger, makes me blush, and then I wake up.

He kissed my forehead, and he smiled, looking at me. He stopped because of the red light, and I was yawning, and he gave me a coffee. It was Dalgona in Starbucks, which is a special request that I'm craving, and it made my heart stop because of his action. His love languages are all five, but his major is acts of service.

He wants me to go to his house, which is his mansion, and then when we go to his mansion, damn, this man has better taste in houses and everything. I'm excited to be clingy again.

This night will be my peaceful night with him.

He removed my seat belt and went out to his car and opened the door for me, and I got out and saw his bunch of Ferrari and Luzury cars, and dang, those are gorgeous cars, man.

He offers his arm, and I happily cling to his arm, and we go to his mansion.

We are here in his room, white and black, well organized and well maintained, sa sobrang linis kala mo mas babae siya sakin e, and then I laugh because of what I thought.

He pinches my nose and pulls me into his room, and he looks at me gently, asking permission for me to cuddle with him.

He always asks for my permission, which melts my heart. He is so adorable, so I nodded and followed him to his room.

"My Carla, I would like to cuddle with you. I miss you so much, and I'm so tired. I need a charge from your arm," he said.

I just smiled, and we brush our teeth, and he is really happy, and that is why I'm happy too.

"I wish this warmth would not end," I said, as one tear sank in my eyes.