Criminal

Dont worry

Stuart pov

Its raining so I got a coat and grabbed my car keys and was about to leave when Paula said we're u of to in a rude way out I said bluntly we're she said to my friends well if your going don't bother coming back for the night and why's that I'm having a party and u all ways ruin my party's with u being here I rolled my eye and slammed the door on purpose and put my hood up and went to my car I got in and I just loved the feeling of knowing I'll be with him soon .

I had arrived at his flat and it was pouring down rain it was so cold it looked like it was about to thunder I'm scared of thunder so I rushed in side quickly looking my car made it up to his level and then knocked on his door number 6 and remembering the thing he drew on his daw I smiled at it and then I heard the door unlock from inside hello mate come on in he said I smiled at him he returned it and then closed the door behind us .

We went into his living room I took a seat and laid back and sighed I know i haven't known him long but I was already comfortable he sat down as well and said so mate wanna drink before I get to comfy  I smiled and said what u got beeeer red wine jack Daniels uhhhh I can't remember but there is also some bottled water could I  have a beer please yeah he said while getting up to get it .

He came back and passed it to I took a sip and he had on himself and he said do ya smoke yeah I said he handed me a cigarette and gave him self on and the lit it and then Offered to light mine I leaned in so he could and then he asked why were u crying he's so forward I told u I wasn't crying I said while taking a puff okay he said and then said why were u crying I looked at him with an are u serious look he took another puff and did one of those quick sarcastic smiles i laugh a bit and then said my friend like I said .said something and that would be i sighed and said okay look please don't get offended or anything it's just there police what do u expect them to say what he said sounding unbothered okay well I told them about how me and u are friends and stuff and they got all judgemental and concerned not surprised he said what did they say I'm sure they meant to harm they said that I should stop seeing u as your a criminal do u wanna stop seeing me he asked no no not at all I love seeing u I said then u have noting to worry about I turned my head confused he chucked his cigarette on the floor and stomped on it and said look if u don't wanna stop seeing me then don't I like your company and u must like mine so it doesn't matter if I'm a criminal or not u don't have to listen to your friends yeah okay yeah your right .

So what else did they say about me uh well they said as u know that your a criminal and I shouldn't see u anymore and then they started listing a bunch of things that u have done of away to try and make me see u the way they do what we're things he asked they were saying that u we're a thief' correct and that your dangerous I've been told worse and that your known for your violence true and that u could hurt me I could but I haven't that's what I said .

U don't care do u what I could do to u but u don't care why he asked I feel like I was supposed to meet u but I don't feel like I was supposed to meet Paula I feel connected to u u talk to me and not ignore my existence u look at me even in the eyes my girlfriend don't she says that I'm creepy u say different u could hurt my feelings or hurt me physically but your not ignoring my existence  your looking at me that's why.

Your not creepy mate idk what she's seeing but u are stunning I blushed and he said I don't won't to ignore u u don't no he said but things get hectic when your friends with me that's why I don't really have friends I'm mostly alone no one cares about me but one person has all ways been there it's the guy u meet at the bar yeah I said yeah he's all ways there but he won't last well why not ? he has a girlfriend well should I say soon to be wife oh there engaged yeahh oh well that doesn't mean he will stop caring for u yeah it does cuz once they get there self a little boyfriend or girlfriend that's all they worry about I mean it's alright if that all u actually have but not if you have friends why get friends and then abandon them I've had so meany that have happened like that so I tend not to really have friends but u u could leave me one day what no Mudz I wouldn't do that u say that now mate he said while chugging a howl beer is he alright was my first thought but wait until u get ur self a boyfriend and u will leave me just like that forget U would forget I even exist or u see me in the streets and focus on my flaws so u screw your face up at me u block me on everything cuz your done with me u could have known me for years but that doesn't matter they all still block me forget me he said while grabbing another cigarette out of the box and then lit it and then took a puff .

He looked stressed and kind of worried but u don't need to worry about that mudz I swear I won't leave u mudz he rolled his eye and then took another puff out of his cigarette are u invited to this wedding? yeah there u go what ? he wouldn't of invited u if he was just gunna forget u he thought about u and gave u and invitation are u a part of the wedding or are u just a guest I'm a guest but I do get to bring a guest myself see that's brilliant what part did u get invited to ? Everything he said see he cares your his friend it's proof that he cares he won't leave u okay but what if he does I doubt it but if he does u have me yeah until u get a boyfriend Murdoc I said looking at him seriously and grabbed his arm he looked at me I pulled him in and hugged him his body felt tence up at first but I didn't care but then I felt him relax into me and hug me back I stoked his back up and down we stopped but I held both of his hands and said please Murdoc listen to me I won't leave u I won't I promise u.

Yeah well u better hope u keep that promise or I'll bash your head in I laughed and said u don't have to worry it went silent for a few seconds before I decided to break it hey mm he Hummed have u ever broke up with someone yeah I have a few times not meany as I haven't had an amazingly a lot of partners why ? I won't to break up with Paula so bad but I would fill terribly if she started crying or something like that ahh I was waiting for u to tell me when u were gunna break up with her welll it really doesn't matter well to me well how have u done it I said welll I've done it over text I've just ignored them and I've just told them randomly in the day Murdoc those all sound so harsh he just shrugged his shoulders and said what's done is done I laughed he did as well and said okay okay well u could just sit her down and tell her how ya feeling and your sexuality and that it's over oh and if ya really wanna be nice about it people normally say I hope we can still be friends to make the other person fill a bit better but that never works but u could still just say it well just be cuz .

Yeah okay I'll do that yeah so when are ya gunna do it well I can't exactly to night why not ? She having a party and she made it very clear that that I wasn't invited what whyy ? cuz she said I make her party's boring and u dint won't to hurt her feelings ?Murdoc said in shock I mean no I know she's rude to be and doesn't care about me but that doesn't mean I should be horrible in my eyes mate u should honestly text her and say that we're done and then block her I laughed and said Murdoc no that's so rude so I can do that why not ? Cuz it's rude so I laughed again and said well I'm not a rude person he rolled his eyes and said well sometimes u can't be all ways nice D I shook my head and said well I think I'll just stick with being nice I laughed alright u do u .

Any ways I can't go back tonight why's that she not letting u back in yep we'll ya can sleep her for the night really yeah wow thanks Mudz .

Hope u like this bye morning/night