Chapter 4

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Ronaldo was at his therapist, shaking. He needed someone to talk to about that 'thought' he got, but he didnt know if his THERAPIST was the best person to talk to. But either way, he just wanted to let out what had happened to someone, anyone, but.. him.

"Well, hello Ronaldo, this is quite a.. unexpected arrival, no arrangement?"

"I'm sorry, whatever, but I need to talk to you, now." Ronaldo stated.

"Oh, quite rude, dont you say?"

"JUST LISTEN TO ME FOR FUCK SAKE!" Ronaldo yelled.

He clenched his fist and looked straight into his therapist eyes. His therapist had a shocked expression, Ronaldo was never like this, he knew something really bad had happened to him to raise his voice at someone and knew it was best he didnt say anything stupid again or things would go the wrong way.

"Sorry, sorry, please, go on."

"I got.. this really weird thought, a picture, me and Messi were.. ugh.. me and Messi were kissing, okay? A-and.."

The therapists jaw fell to the ground, was Ronaldo confessing something to him, him! He didnt even know how to respond, he was a therapist, he needed to think of something, but thankfully, Ronaldo wasn't done with speaking, so he had some time to think of just SOMETHING to say.

"A-and.. I couldn't stop b-blushing and smiling, I think I like him! I think I'm bi-sexual!"

Ronaldo hid his face in pure embarrassment, not knowing what to expect from his therapist.

"W-well, before anything, you should be proud that you could come out to anyone about something so.. personal like that."

"I dont care I just need advice on what to do!" Ronaldo yelled once again.

"Sorry, well.." He tried to think of something to say, "You should talk to him about it, if you dont come out nothing will go anywhere, and that could lead to something really bad, so my advice is, you talk to him.. now."

Ronaldo jumped to what he just said. Confess to Messi himself? He couldn't do that, but what his therapist had said was right, this whole situation wouldn't go anywhere if he didnt tell Messi himself. He thanked his therapist and walked out. Then he got in his car and started to drive. While driving, he looked at himself in the car mirror and didnt know how to feel about himself now. He knew %100 that he was bi-sexual, but he told himself he was homophobic..? He just felt disappointed in himself, but he couldn't change himself, he was bi and he couldn't change it. When he arrived, he went into his house and saw Messi running around with a picture of Ronaldo in his hands. Both stopped in their tracks when they saw eachother. Messi was over the top embarrassed and Ronaldo was nothing but confused. Ronaldo didnt want to make things more awkward by not talking so he said.

"Messi, can we.. talk?" Ronaldo asked.

Messi hid the picture and said, "Heh.. yeah.."

Ronaldo grabbed Messis hand and led him to a room. They sat opposite of eachother as the wood in the fireplace made some weird noises.

"W-what do you want to talk about..?" Messi asked, not sure what he should expect him to reply.

"I-I.. actually.. I-.. nevermind.."

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