Tom Kaulitz💗😍

☆Part 6☆

-Thursday evening-

He's dragging me to ally way. I see him reach into his pocket and he takes out a joint and a lighter. He puts the joint up to his mouth and lights it "take it. Trust me you won't regret it" I think for a sec.

Should I take it. I've never done it before. I think I should. Maybe he's right I won't regret it.

I take it from his hand and put it to my mouth and start coughing like crazy "oh fuck. That's strong" I try to hide my cough "take it away from me" he laughs "ok ok. Your like this because it's your first time. If you do it more often it won't hurt as bad" I wasn't listening I felt like I was spinning it was so fun "Holy fuck this is so weird".

Tom starts tickling me "why does my mouth feel so dry" he didn't answer me instead kept tickling me. I laugh "ok ok that's enough" he stops with his hands on my wrist "you mouth is dry because your high you dummy" he laughs "let's go get food" I sigh "yes please I'm so hungry"

I've never laughed this much with anyone. With tom, Chloe, bill, Georg, Gustav. They feel like home to me.
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We get to McDonald's I oder a 10 piece chicken nuggets with a coke. Tom gets the same. I stand up and cough "I need to use the bathroom be right back" he takes drink of his coke "ok. Hurry though".

I walk into the bathroom and I get a text. It's from bill.
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Bill
Where are you guys?

Me
We are at McDonald's. Why?

Bill
Just stay outside of school. It's a good thing you left.

Me
Why though?

Bill
A group of girls came up to us looking for you.

Me
Ok I'll tell tom.
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I walk up to the mirror and look at my eyes. There so red "damn imma be in trouble"

I feel so happy right now but I also feel empty at the same time.

I walk out the bathroom and see tom on his phone "hey am I supposed to feel this way" he turns and looks confused "like what?" I look up "like I feel so happy but it also feels like... there a pit in my stomach. Like I feel empty" he leans in "I mean it is your first time so I don't know. But you can talk to me. If you want"

He was so warm "no it's ok. Let's do something fun!" I get excited "he stands up and puts out his hand "well let's go then" I take his hand and we run out.

"What are we gonna do?" He squeezes my hand "just watch". We were walking for hours and we finally made it. We were at the beach "let's go in. Come on." I shiver "ok"

I take off my shirt and pants.

I do not care at all.

He stairs at me. I poke my head out "what are you looking at" he shakes his head "oh nothing. Let's get in!!" He runs and grabs me and throws me in "ugh you bitch" we both laugh "I'm coming" he dives in.

Damn. He looks so good right now.

We start splashing each other. He stops and moves closer and grabs my waist "its been fun with you" he kisses me "oh who cares" I kiss him harder. He starts kissing my neck and he picks me up and takes me to a more secluded area.

He starts kissing me down until he reaches my bra. He puts his hand on my head.

I was so high to care. I know it is bad of me but I could care less right now. I just need to feel him.

He pulls down my underwear and pushes me on a wet sand hill under a dock. I close my legs. He pushes them open and takes out a rubber and puts it on.

He puts it inside of me. I gasp "oh fuck". He pushes harder and covers my mouth from making any noise. When we finish he pushes my legs to the side "damn your so hot" he takes a deep breath and kisses me while touching my leg.
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When we are done he sits up and I put my underwear back on. It was quite for a second "that was fun" he coughs "yea it really was but you can't say anything to anyone. Ok?" He smiles "ok I won't tell anyone" I look at my phone "oh shit! We need to go it's 4:27"

He stands up and grabs my wrist and he pauses while looking at my wrist.

Oh fuck. I totally forgot about that.

I pull my hand away quickly "what are those?" I cover them "there nothing it's from a long time ago. It doesn't matter" he looks surprised "yes it does matter to me though" I start to tear up "Stop. It doesn't matter so leave it alone please!" He hugs me "it's ok you can talk to me" I start crying.

No one has ever talk to me like that.

I wipe away my tears "it's really fine. I promise you" he sighs "promise?" I smile "promise". After everything I didn't want to go home "hey do you think I can stay at your place tonight?" He bites his lip "yea of course"

I really couldn't help it anymore.
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I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED THIS ONE. I'll probably start another one tonight but idk.
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