Make me Happy

Chapter 5

YAY!!! So we got Cas back in the picture. I have some awsome plans for this story. I know it's a little boring and slow, but I promise it'll pick up soon. Okay, so now Im going to write more:) ENJOY!!!

I was in my dorm when there was a knock. I had been alone for a couple of hours and I expected it to be Mickey or Alec. I opened the door and found Emile standing there. He leaned against the frame and smiked at me. "Can I come in?" he asked playfully. 

I looked around and found it empty. "Sure. But You shouldn't stay here long. Someone might see us." I said moving out of the way so he could walk inside.

"Everyone is out Harper. This is college not high school." he said touching my cheek. I flinched away from his touch and looked away.

"So what do you want to do?" I asked him.

"This." he said pulling me to him and kissing me. I felt a little grosse dout at how much tongue he used, but I didn't just want to pull away. He was my boyfriend after all.

I kissed him back after the shock passed. I pulled away first, feeling very uncomfortbale by this situation. I smiled at him, not making eye contact. "Um, EMile, I'm not feeling to good. Maybe you should come back later?" I suggested.

"Or, you can come over to my house an dI will make you feel better." he whispered huskily.

"How?" I asked, not expecting him to tell me exactly what he had in mind. I was innocent, but not completely clueless.

"We can always heat up my bed sheets together. They are made from silk. Do you want to know how it would feel against your skin?" he asked pushing closer to me. I tried backing away, but ended up falling on my bed with him on top. Immideatly, he started kissing down my neck. I started panicing and tried to come up with ways of getting him off me.

"Stop!" I said a little too harsh. He pulled away, looking confused and turned on. "I really don't think its a go-" I was cut off by my phone going off. I already knew who it was, since he was the only one with "With Me" rigntone.

"I have to get this." I said pushing him off me. I sat up and almost ran to my phone. "Hello?" I said pressing the talk button.

"I know you said that you wont let me take you out, but I really need to talk to you. And fast." Castiel's voice said. I almost smiled at how wonderful his voice sounded.

"Where are you at?" I asked him. I looked at EMile, and found him staring at me.

"I'm at the parking lot. Hurry up because it really can't wait." he said, hanging up.

"Friend problem." I said grabbing my jacket and phone. "I'll see you tomorrow?" I asked. He nodded and pulled me intoa very wet, disguting kiss. I did everything in my power not to gag in front of him. I walked away, running when I was out of his sight and wiped my mouth.

I reached the parking lot and slowed down. I saw Castiel's car and walked to it. He probably saw me because he got out of his car. "So what's up?" I asked.

"Harper, I'm sorry." he said. "I know I shouldn't have broken up with you like that. It's just that I didn't want to have a long distance relationship. I thought you'd be going to some far away college and I'd stay close home. I didn't want you to have all that pressure." he said in a rush. I looked at him, waiting for him to continue. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love you. I always have an dI always will." he said.

I stood still, not sure of how to reply. He waited for me to say something, and when he realized I wasn't going to say anything, he looked away sad. "I guess I'm too late huh?" he said softly.

I raise dmy hand to his cheek and lifted his face up. He kissed my hand and looked at me, pain clear in his eyes. "I love you too Cas." I choked out. He smiled sweetly at me and I couldn't help but let out a shaky laugh. "You are honestly, the best thing that has ever happened to me." I said getting closer to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me to his chest. He pulle dmy face to his and kisse dme softly on the lips.

Oh how I enjoyed kissing those lips. I completely forgot about everything else and kissed him back eagerly. He seemed to notice, for he started laughing. "Calm down babe. I woulnd't want anyone to think of you as desperate." he joked. He kiss me once more and this time it was more rough.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled yself closer to him, trying to get every part of my body to touch him. I was glad that for once, I coulnd't fake this type of kiss.

At the thought of that, I pulled away from him. "I can't." I told him softly. As much as it hurt me to do this, I knew I couldn't betray Emile like this. "While we weren't together, I met someone." I explained, not daring to look at his eyes. "We sorta got together and, well I am still with him." I finally looked at as I heard him take a deep breath.

"What do you mean?" he asked codly.

"I can't be with you Castiel. I'm not going to cheat of Emi-" I cut off mid sentence, not wanting him to know who I was with. "I'm not going to cheat." I said more softly.

"But you love me, Harper." he said pulling me extremly close and looking down at my lips. "Leave him, and be with me." he said. He started rubbing my arms an dI coulnd't help but feel heartbroken.

"I'll do everything I can to break it off with him. I promis eI'll come back to you." I said softly.

"I love you Harper." he said before kissing me again. I tried to not kiss him back but I ended up kissing him too.  

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I had this all written out. I even made it much longer and more detailed, but my computer froze and I lost it all. I was so upset because I think it would have been my best chapter ever!!!! And now I can't even share it with you guys.

Well hope you guys enjoy this and I'm sorry for any mistakes. Well I would love to hear your feedback and people have asked me to write Castiel's point of view, and I might do it but on a different book thingy. Well thanks for reading:)