Make me Happy

chapter 4

It was a day before school started and I hadn't been able to see Em for a week. I had to get ready for school and he had gone back to work. He would call me everynight to see how I was doing.

I was beginning to find his company pleasurable and I was forgetting little by little Castiel. I sat on my bed, going through all my material. I had gotten a new camera for my photography class.

"Excited for tomorrow?" Asked Mickey. I looked at her and nodded.

"I am. It'll be so much fun!" I squealed. I was actually anxious to get back to school and forget all about last week. "Its getting late. Goodnight." I said laying down and falling asleep.

The next morning, I woke up early the next morning. I quickly got dressed into some nice jeans and a cute shirt. I put my hair up in a bun, leaving my bangs out and grabbed my camera. I was very excited for the photography class. It was the only reason I was going to college.

"Rise and shine sleeping beauty." Emma's voice came from the other side of the door. I opened it, putting my grey converse on. "Oh, looking good for the first day of school." she said hugging me. We both headed for our classes, but we had to sl=plit up since she was taking a science course. "Have fun." she said walking away.

I took a deep breath, opening the door to the classroom. It was obvious the teacher wasn't there yet, for everyone was everywhere and they were talking. I took a seat by the front and started looking through my papers. 

"Goodmorning class, I am Mr. Neslon, your photography teacher." came a very recognizable voice from the fornt. I was scared to look up, but I kne wI had to eventually. "I'll just take roll and then you guys can take a seat."

He started calling out the names and I waited for him to reach mine. "Ha-" he stopped before saying the full name. I looked up and he was looking around the room. His eyes snapped to mine instantly and there was something I couldn't understand in his eyes. He cleared his voice and looked down to the paper. "Harper DiLaurentes." he said.

"Here." I answered. I watched him as he finished taking roll. Just my luck, falling for another teacher.

"Okay, now if everyone can just be quiet for a second. I am you photography teacher, so if you signed up for another class, then the door is right there." he said pointing to the door. The class errupted in laughter but I was to upset to even smile. "Okay, so this isn't going to be an easy class. We will be doing many difficult shots and depending on the way they come out, you will be able to stay in this course." he said.

He finished explaining how this class would be graded and when he finished, the class went back to talking. I saw a couple of girls go up to him. "Mr. Nelson, are you single?" one of them asked and the rest giggled.

He looked up at them, quickly glanced at me, and smiled. "Yes I am. And I'm not intrested in having a relationship wiht one of my students." he said. I looked away, a littl ehurt by his words but I didn't show it.

"Hey, I'm Rob." Someone said from my left. I turned tot he voice and saw some brown eyes looking at me. He had many pimples on his face and braces.

"Harper." I said. He held out his hand for me to shake but I only stared at it. "I don't do hand shakes." I said.

"Well, I do prefer hugs and kisses, if thats what you mean." He started leaning in. I quickly stoo dup and moved away from him.

"No, I don't kiss random fugly strangers." I said. everyone started laughing and I just rolle dmy eyes and looked away.

"Miss Harper, you will be staying after class for that rude ocmment." Em, I mean Mr. Neslon said.

"But Mr. Nelson. he tried to kiss me." I cried, deffending myself. He just slippe dhis hands into his slacks and glared at the other guy.

"You're staying." he said in a firm voice. I sighed and took a seat. This really couldn't be happening. After everyone left, Emile locked the door and closed the blinds.

"What are you doing Mr. Neslon?" I asked him.

"Look, Harper, this wont work out. I can't afford to loose my job. I really like you but if we do stay together, it will be very difficult to stay away from you." he explained, a pained look crossing his face.

"Em, I know this is very hard. Trust me. And I understand completely. If you want to call this off, it's okay with me." I said. Getting up and walking to him.

"Are you kidding me?" he asked. I raised a brow in confusion. "I wouldn't call this off. It'll be difficult but I think it'll be a great expierience for the both of us." he said, wrapping his arm around my waist. "I'm not going to let you go." he said. I opened my mouth to say something but he quickly crushed his lips on mine, roughly.

It felt wrong. I didn't feel even one-fourth of what I felt when Castiel kissed me. I didn't respond so he pulled away. I looked at him and turned away, blushing at the memory of Castiel's lips against mine.

"I'm sorry, was that too soon?" he asked me. I shook my head an dI heard him sigh in relief. "Okay good, cus I've been dying to do that for quiet some time." he said smiling.

He leaned in slowly, not catching me by suprised and kissed me softly. I closed my eyes, putting Castiel's memory away and tried to kiss him. Although he was a pretty good kisser, he wasn't half as good as Castiel. 

I pulled away and he looked dazed. "I should go." I said backing away form him. "I don't want to get cuaght." I said. He nodded and let me go. 

I walked to the door and waved goodbye at him. "Harper wait." he said before I opened the door. I turned to look at hima nd he pulle dme into another kiss, this time more passionate. I pulled away, feeling guilty for not being able to kiss him back with that much passoin ans smiled.

"Bye Em." I said opening the door so he wouldn't kiss me again. I walked out and crashed into someone, dropping my papers and bag. "Oh, sorry." I said, bending over to grab my stuff.

"No, I'm sorry." said a voice I would recognize anywhere and one I never thought of hearing again. I looked at him quickly and almsot let out a cry. Castiel was also bent over, helping me grab my stuff. He noticed I had stopped moving and looked up at me. 

His eyes widened and he seemed happy? "Harper, what are you doing here?" he asked me. I blinked a couple of times and looked away.

"I'm taking photography classes. See?" I held the camera away from my chest and turned it on. He looked at it and smiled. I took the chance and snapped a picture of him.

He looked at me suprised and I shrugged innocently. "Okay. Well, hey maybe I can take you out some time." he offered,

"I don't think thats a good idea." I said.

"Why not/" he asked me. Because you broke my heart and I'm have a thing going on for the tecaher inside this classroom. I wanted to yell at him. 

"I have other stuff going on." I said. He nodded and handed me my papers.

"Thats good. I mean that you are doing something useful. See you around?" he asked. I only shook my head and quickly turned away. I could feel my eyes stinging with the tears forming and I wasn't goign to let him see me cry. I had promised myself I wouldn't cry for him