Help me.

☆Chapter 2☆

A/n: idk how everyones elses school is but im from the uk so ima do it how ik school is. Honestly it kinda hurt writing this chapter. Also ima leave the bullies nameless probably idk yet .

Tw: Bullying, Homopobia, Swearing, Vomiting

Jisung pov:

Shit, Shit, Shit i whisper to myself when i see my bullies see me. Hurridley i run into tutor period (basically am register that u just sit in ur form class and wait for period 1), sighing i sit at the back of the class left corner, closest to the door.

TIME SKIP TO 2ND PERIOD 

'Hi lix' I smile at my bestfriend, we have maths together.

'Hi ji, how was 1st period?'Felix asks.

'Alright i had citizenship with mr macklon, he looks like a square egg i literally almost passed out from trying not to laugh" i chuckle.

'Haha he does look like an egg now we're gonna be super late if we dont go to maths now so lets go!!' he says.

TIME SKIP AGAIN TO LUNCH CUZ IM THE AUTHOR AND I CAN 

'Hey fag, how was ur lessons?'some one whispers into my ear, i jump from the sudden skinship. (a/n pained me to write that word ooh neways) 

'Stop touching me' i whisper trying not to make a scene.Suddenly im thrown to the ground my hands and knees slapping to the ground, whincing at the jolt it sends through my arms making my cuts burn. Slowly a hand creeps up my thigh, up my spine and he grabs hold of my jaw kneeling down; making me look at him.

'Dont tell me what to do you slut' he growls tightening his grip on my jaw.

'Well i dont know really because youre the one calling me a fag but what you did and doing right now is pretty gay too me, if anything youre more gay than me' i grin liking the pain, getting a rush of adrenaline. (a/n no not a pain kink, its a form of self harm u dirty little pineapples)

Yelping i hold my hand to my face, did he just slap me? 'Dont speak back to me ever again whore' he says and walks off to his class as if nothing just happened. Grabbing all of my things from the floor i rush to me and felix's usual hangout place for lunch.

'Hey, are you ok?' Felix asks trying to make me look at him.

'Yea i'm fine' I say, eventhough its far from the truth, avoiding eye contact with him.

Suddenly, he grabs my jaw making me look at his eyes, something starts to heat up in my stomach, a blush creeping across my face. 'You sure?' He asks again maintaining eye contact with me.

'Y-yea im fine' i stutter, even though its an obvious lie.

'Was it them again?' he asks, trying not to make me panic. Slowly i nod my head,'Anyways i made you lunch.' I smile passing him my lunch.

'Aren't you going to eat it?' he questions, worry filling up his eyes as he lets go of my jaw unnwrapping the food.

'No, i had a huge breakfast already so im full' i lie, feeling sick yet hungry from the thought of food.

'Have a bite atleast then' He says handing me the sandwich.

'Im really full, but i'll just have a bite,' gulping i take a bite knowing thats the only way i can get him to stop worrying about me. The feeling of food entering the cold empty pit of my stomach makes me panic. I need to leave now.' I- I dont feel well and i need to pee i'll be right back dont move.' I stutter rushing to the bathroom.

Quickly, I run into the nearest empty cubicle, not hearing the footsteps behind me. Not bothering to lock my cubicle door properly i kneel infront of the toilet; pushing two fingers trying to find the back of my throat. Nails scratching against my throught, the bite of the sandwhich rushes up my throat spilling into the toilet bowl.

Tears spilling down my cheeks as i breathe deeply rubbing my cuts to soothe the burining sensation of moving too much. Suddenly, an arm wraps around my waist pulling me close to the unidentifable boy.

'Shhh you're ok Ji' Felix whispers as he hugs me tighter. Oh shit....

a/n: Haha oh well hope you enjoyed it...