Jisung pov:
After dealing with that mortifing problem, i stumble back into the room to see felix with a blush on his face. Did he hear me oh gosh.
"Sorry" I whimper.
"No dont be sorry u did nothing wrong, well ima get changed now ok?" he blushes.As he gets up he hides his pants, did hearing me make him hard? Uhm, ok...
When he comes back i tackle him into a hug, "take me home?"
"sure lets go"The car ride was filled with comfortable silence listening to the radio. Both rapping when The real slim shady comes on. After a fun ride, we get to my house.
"Bye Lix" I smile.
"Bye Ji", he says holding onto my hand caressing it; kissing it and winking.
Blushing i smile and walk home waving, what was that?Entering my house i call, " Eomma, Im home!"
"Hi jisung, how was it at Felix's?" She smiles pulling me into a hug.
"It was really fun thanks for letting me stay a little bit longer," I say, slightly blushing remembering what happened.
"No problem baby, are you hungry? I made kimchi and rice," she says.
My stomach growls at the sound of food yet my heart beats faster and my throat itches, my head spinning.
"Sure," I choke out, i can do this.Slowly, we sit at the table and i try to calculate how many calories would be in eat dish; if im going to eat it cant make me fat. I come to the conclusion that if i have a small portion of kimchi thats like 250kcal and a small portion of rice is 500kcal. 750kcal, i can do that. Sometimes my brain is like 'no you cant eat or you'll be fat' but then my brain switches and is like 'i have to eat something because i am healthy' but then i end up feeling guilty. 750kal is basically nothing. Thats ok.
"You ok baby? You haven't touched your food, are you ok?" she says worriedly.
"Im ok just thinking." i say and start to eat.TIME SKIP TO THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
"Jisung!" a deep voice i recognise as my bestfriend and also maybe crush? No. Just best friend: Felix.
"Hey Felix, I had lots of fun yesterday," i smile.
"Yeah me too,"he blushes,"lets go to class yea?"
"Yeah" I say.Walking into the class i see on the board there is a seating plan, im near felix but we're not on the same row. However, I sit next to seungmin a friend acquaintance i think? We have fun and talk, i hope he thinks of me as a friend too.
Suddenly, my cold hand is cased in a warm one with a soft australian accented whisper of,"Hey you ok? Do you want to go to the office?"
"OH! Uhm, no im ok, just thinking you know?" I stutter at the shock and how close he is to me.
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