Bullied, Abused and Loved?

Chapter 27

Jodie's POV

Once we reach the start of a forest Matt harshly stops the car "Come on follow me" he says unplugging his seat belt as I did the same.

"Matt please tell me where we are going?" I asked hopefully knowing the answer already.

"for goodness sake Jodie how many times? I'm not telling you so there is no point of asking" he says with a cheerful tone to his voice I could feel my lips curling to form a smile. I don't know how this boy does it but he never fails to make me feel like the most important person in the whole world.

As we walk in comfortable silence I tried to wrack my brains for something to bring up a conversation. In the end I just ended up asking about my Auntie who didn't come along to see me. Aster finishing the conversation we reach this small little cafe which looked slit like something that would be in a Disney film, this place was adorable.

As we got closer Matt opened the door for me and as I walk in to my surprise I see Cam, Aaron, Taylor, Shawn and Nash sitting on a table in the centre of the room with warm smiles on their faces.

Due to the fact these boys had made my life living hell for the past 3 years I had a shocked look on my face. I looked over at Matt who had a huge grin on his face pointing towards the free seat between Cam and Shawn. I gave him an unsure look before sitting down next to them.

"Jodie, Before you say anything I want you to know that we are all genuinely sorry for what we have all done in the past and we want to apologies by saying we got ahead of ourselves and we didn't know how much pain it was causing you." Taylor spoke.

I looked around the table to see all the boys giving either sympathetic looks or nodding meaning they agree with what Taylor just.

"We don't expect you to forgive us right now but we want you to know we don't want to hurt you anymore" Aaron added.

I had already forgiven Cameron so it would be pretty cruel If I didn't forgive these and I genuinely thought that these people had changed. I guess there is only one way to find out due to school tomorrow.

I looked up from my knees to find Taylor and Aaron stairing at me awaiting my answer.

Suddenly I felt my hands go clammy and as soon as I noticed this i knew what was happening, I was having an anxiety attack. I get these quite often ever since the start of 8th grade when I first started being bullied. As I was wracking my brains for an excuse to get me out of here I could feel my lips start to quiver and my a cold, salty tear run down my cheek and stop once it reached my lips. My hands started to shake as well as however hard I tried I couldn't speak. All that would come out of my mouth is sqeeks. As I lifted a sweaty shaky hand to my face to wipe the single tear of my face I felt a hand place itself On my right thigh. I instantly felt comforted. My breathing started to become normal again... But wait who is sat on the right of me? I unsurly tilt my head sideways to see...

➡️➡️➡️➡️Authors note⬅️⬅️⬅️⬅️

CLIFFHANGER... Sorry not sorry!!

So I guess I finally updated again, please don't be mad if I don't stick to a routine to update because I have exams and I'm really stressing about them.

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