Forgiven (Sting x reader) Fairy Tail fanfiction

Finding out

It is the next day and the game is called Chariot. Natsu wants to participate. I hit my head against the wall. "That idiot!" I say. Sting and Gajeel also participates. I keep hitting my head until Sting asks something. "Why did you guys even participate in the games? You're nothing like the Fairy Tail I knew while growing up. You're obsessed with how tough you are and what the rest of the world thinks of you. What happened to the Fairy Tail from my childhood? The guild who did whatever the hell they wanted , whenever they wanted. Who never cared what everybody else said about them." He asks. "The reason we're here, is for our friends. The ones who waited for us, for all the years we were gone, who fought through the pain and the heartache. They were humiliated, but even so, they stayed strong and they kept our guild together. We're doing this for all of them and we're gonna make sure that everyone here know. The Fairy Tail guild never gave up, not for an instant to there's no way I'm going to give up now!" Natsu says.

I cover my mouth to muffle my crying. Sting stood there shocked. Natsu crossed the finish line then Gajeel. The game ended and the fights start. Toby vs a guy from Raven Tail. The guy from Raven Tail won. Toby started crying... about a sock... that was hanging around his neck... that he thought he lost. I start banging my head on the wall again. "Stupid.. Stupid.. Stupid!" I yell. The match ended. I have to fight Bacchus. "Goody. Time to beat some pervs." I say smirking and cracking my knuckles. Cana was screaming at me to get revenge. I put my thumb up at her. The match starts and he catches me off guard. 

He kicks me in the back. "Aww that isn't nice." I say. I turn around and kick his head. I notice his bottle sitting near the side. I kick him in the stomach and he hits me in the head. He does his weird stance and attacks me and I attack back. This keeps happening until I fall on the ground and Bacchus thinks he won. I get up and punch him in the face making him fall backwards. "That's what you get." I say. I walk over to the stands. I start to use my healing magic to heal myself. Mirajane and Jenny go up and have a contest. Now Jenny has to have a picture of herself naked on Sorcerer Weekly. Yukino and Kagura go up and Kagura wins. Day 2 ends and I leave.

I have trouble going to sleep so I go on a walk. I start to feel a pounding in my head. "Are you serious? I haven't had one of these in forever." I stumble away. I fall on my knees and the darkness takes over. An hour or so later, it stops. "Damn. I just had to go and kill the pretty trees." (Side affect of takeovers are acting drunk, taking up lots of magic power, having headaches.) I find a tree that isn't dead and go to sleep on it. I wake up and feel like crap. 

I stumble to the arena. "(Y/N) You look terrible!" Lucy says. "I feel terrible." I say. I don't pay attention to the battles. Erza defeats 100 monsters. Milliana beats a guy from Quatro Cerberus. Rufus beats Eve. Laxus beats Raven Tail and they are out. I get called to fight Chelia. I put up a good fight for a while and she does to so we end up with a tie. "Damn this sucks." I say as I fall to my knees. Chelia falls down too. I stumble into the hall. "I hate my life." I say. 

That fight was the end of Day 3. I stumble back to the inn. I don't get very far when I trip. I get caught by someone and look up. I see Sting. ''Hello.'' I say drowsily. "What happened to you?" He asks. "Oh you know, barely any sleep, losing control and losing more than half my magic power, and having to fight someone. YAY!" I say. He laughs. "I'll help you back then." "Okay dokey." I say. He helps me back. He couldn't go inside because Fairy Tail would kill him. He says goodbye. "Bye bye Sting." I say. I lean against the wall and walk inside. I fall asleep and wake up at around 4. Gray is talking about the island and Zeref. Clumsy told me that he had takeovers like me. "Anyone who has that magic doesn't deserve to live. They are cold blooded murderers who think only about themselves." He says. I cover my mouth. 

"Is that what you really think about me?" He looks at me confused. "You see me as a cold blooded murderer that needs to die." He puts his hand on my shoulder but I shake it off. "You want me to die. Because I have that type of magic. Well I hope you know that I have no control over it. If I need to die so much then I want you to kill me. Walk up to me whenever and kill me. I won't mind because that's what needs to happen to me right?" I tell him crying. "I knew you would never understand. I knew you would hate me when you found out. Why not make you hate me more? Zeref wasn't the one who made Deliora. I was! And I hate myself every day because of it!" I run away before he can say anything.