Tangled Fate: Harmony Entwined

CHAPTER 5

(Ethan's POV)

I know that while I was in heat, it would have been hard to have a normal conversation. But, after awhile, I was able to understand what my mate had said to me.

Even though I understand our predicament, I was really sad...So sad that I needed somebody!

And all I could think of, with a problem of being painfully unsatisfied as well, was the Queen.

Except, that also felt wrong and it broke my heart some more. But...I did not stop my stride as I continued to her living quarters, her room.

We hardly slept together these days, but we were across from one another in the palace, with Chance's room in the middle.

I took the steps two at a time and walked straight into her room, even though it was late at night and she could be most likely asleep. I closed the door behind me and removed my clothes as I continued to her bed.

Getting in under the covers, I pulled her into my embrace and nearly cried right away.

For the amount of time I had woken up, I was starting to lose my demeanour as a King and just wanted somebody to hug me tight and tell me that it was going to be ok!

I was forced into this life, loving Chance like crazy, but now...Now I finally found what I never had!

My mate looked like an Alpha and felt like an Alpha, making me feel even more depressed, because I felt like I didn't deserve him at all!

He had black hair mostly, a tattoo and his eyes...His eyes were blue, so blue...

Putting a hand into the Queen's attire, I finally heard her, "Ethan! I told you no!"

Unable to have that as an answer, I licked my mark on her neck and felt her squirm against me. Oh, how I wish my mate and I could be this close!

Is this what it is like for Eleanor then? When she is with me, is she wishing for her mate?
Touching her nipple, I poked her with my hard core and she turned to me angrily.

I don't know what was written in my eyes, but she went all quiet and I put my head against her shoulder, "Please..."

I felt like I was already broken, but I couldn't handle it if she pushed me away too at this current time.

We were friends, we valued each other...I needed her to accept me tonight! No...I needed to feel wanted...

She turned back around and took my other hand and kissed it.

It was all wrong...There were no sparks, no wants, hardly any desire...Compared to...

I kissed her mark again and was finally able to stop myself from crying when her obvious want for me was smelt.

Being wanted...

That was what I wanted right now...I wanted to be wanted. If I wasn't wanted by my mate...

...I never thought it would hurt this much to be rejected...

As quite a number of minutes went by, I finally felt a little better when more and more desire came from her and I focused on being gentle, knowing that I still needed her. I couldn't be harsh and fast...

When she had finally become naked and I hopped on top of her, she was begging me for more pleasure and for a brief moment, I let myself smile a little smile.

Thank you for wanting me, this Omega, this bastard son...

I put my face to her neck once again, wanting her to want me more...Maybe I was trying to make up for my mate not wanting me, I wasn't sure...