"Um can you take me home now pleas" I said
"Um is something wrong" he questioned
"No I..just remembered I have to be home by ten" I said now respecting what my step mom had told me
He looked annoyed but we maid our way to the car. He still open the door for me and helped me in tough. Once I the car I was really getting frustrated with what he did. Why did he try holding my hand. It was way to soon.
We finally made it to my house after the most silent and awkward drive I've ever had. He parked the car in my drive way and made him self to my side to open the door. He helped me out and walked me to my door. I was trying to do everything in a rush just so he wouldn't get an idea and do anything. I was about to say good bey when he stopped me by cutting me off
"I hade a nice time with you tonight" he said
"Um yea me to" I sounded really nervous
He leaned in to have me a hug. I would have stopped him but by the time I was about to we were already in each others arms.
He held me in the hug for a few moments when he pulls out just enough to be face to face.
He started coming closer i could feel his breath puff in my face. But I stopped him. I pushed him off
I stepped back with my back pressing against the door with all my force. Trying to creat more space between us.
He looked questioned " What's wrong? Why won't you kiss me?" He asked
"Because I ...um..I ..I got to go"
I gave him an unsure look and opened my door
"Um ok?..well good night Natalie"
"Good night,Harry" I said quickly
I rushed up stairs and jumped on my bed. Why did he try to kiss me and hold my hand. Why did I even say yes In the first place. I mentally scold at my self.
Harry was a nice guy and really funny and not to mention really HOT.. But I can't ever go out with him. He is a popular and I'm a loner. And I just wouldn't let my self. I can't go on a second date because I might start developing feelings for him. But the ting is i think i already have a little bit of feelings for him and i realized I need to start letting go of the pass because i cant change that.
Ever since my mom passed away I was never one to really open up I was forced to move here with my dad and step mom. And live in bloody hell.
I stood up and made my way towards the restroom because mentally cursing at my self was giving me a migraine. I grabbed my tooth brush and brushed my teeth. I then took off all my makeup and headed back to my room. I rummaged trough my draws and grabbed my favorite pajamas which were just a black tank top that said "weird dreamer" on it and my matching colored shorts. I made my way to my bead and got comfortable under the covers I garaged my phone from the bead to check my tumbler, but I notice I hade a text from Harry
From Harry :
Tonight was great cant wait to go on another date with you. But what happened why didn't you let me hold your hand or kiss you? XxHxX
I wasn't going to reply. I couldn't, I don't even know why I didn't kiss him. OMG Natalie you are seventeen and you still don't have the balls to kiss a boy. The truth is I have never held hands with a boy kissed a boy hade a boyfriend and have never sleep with one either. I just can't trust a anyone so why would I trust Harry.
I woke up the next morning to my phone ringing.
"Hello" I answered not even looking at the caller ID
"Hey it's Harry,do you maybe want to go get breakfast with me?" He said his raspy morning voice picking trough
"Um I guess. Are you gonna pick me up or will I meet you there?" I asked kind of regretting saying yes
"Ohh don't worry I'll pick you up how about at 10?" He asked
"Um yea that's fine" I said
"Ok see you later" he said his morning voice slowly fading away
I made my way to the bathroom and turned on the shower. Meanwhile I started brushing my teeth when the memories of last night started flowing back I pushed them away when I finished brushing my teeth and started striping down. I hopped in to the shower to be hit by refreshing water jets. I washed my hair and body and turned of the water, I got a towel and dried my self making my way to my closet . I picked out a thick black over sized jumper and put it on after putting on my undies and bra. I got a pair of black leggings which stopped right at my ankles and put my dark blue converse on. I made my way back into the bathroom and turned on the blow drier I quickly blow dried my hair and applied some mascara. I graved my phone my hand bag and a maroon beanie I put it on we're it was hanging off my head.
I made my way down stairs when I heard a nock on the door I opens it to see my dad barging in . "We're are you going" he questioned after looking at me ready
"To breakfast with a friend" I answered
"Ohh ok. Have fun" he said
I decided to wait out side for Harry since he had texted me not to long ago saying he was almost here. I sat in a small bench we had out side. In the shower I made my mind over what was going on with Harry and I decided I am going to give Harry a chance since he seems like a nice guy but I have to be very careful. If Harry was even interested in me that way because I knew I was. But I was kinda scared since it was my first time giving a guy a chance.
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So sorry if it sucks this is my first story and I make it up as I go so yea 👍
