Btw sorry about the lack of writing..busy
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I had decided to take Natalie to my room and let her sleep in my bed since tomorrow we were off of school.
Once I put here in my bed I got nervous of what would happen when she woke up. I mean she nearly lets me touch her what is she going to say about her sleeping in my room. I knew that Natalie would kill me if I sleep with here so I decided to sleep on the floor next to my bed. I put the covers on her and put some pillows on the floor so I could sleep. I laid down not believing that this was happening, I mean I have had tons of girls over like the blond bimbos that we just pleasure each other and she's out the door. But I have never had a girl sleep over the hole night without pleasuring each .other before.
NATALIE'S p.o.v
I slowly opened my eyes trying to remember how I got home and in my bed,but when I opened my eyes I realized that these were not my covers or my bed and surly that this wasn't my room. I looked around until my eyes stopped at the boy who was laying on the floor. He was awake and was on his phone. I had realized he didn't notice I had woken up.
I had tried to be silent but couldn't and he turned to me whit a grin
"Good morning,Natalie"
I couldn't believe him why hadn't he taken me home or at least woken me up.
"Why am I in your bed" I answered coldly
"I didn't want to wake you last night,I thought you would be more comfortable on my bed"
"We'll you should have,I can't believe you"
He was just staring at me with this look that gave me chills
"God WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU HAPPY" he shouted at me,wile getting closer to me
It scared me when Harry shouted,but I just didn't like some things that he did
"I don't know,ok you know I have never had a boyfriend before and for good reasons,do you just expect me to break out of my fear of having a boyfriend at your command" I said noticing I had raised my voice
"We'll no but I feel like nothing I do is good enough for you" he said now holding my hands looking straight at me with concern on his face
"Ughhh..why can't you understand...this is the only reason I haven't gave anyone a chance because they won't under stand" as those words came out I felt a tear roll down my cheek
"Natalie,I'm so sorry.I'm just so used to girls that give themselves to everyone,and you well your nothing like that. I never meant to make you cry" He said wile whipping my tears with his thumb
"I'm sorry I can't pleas you like the other girls you have dated,I'm just scared of "relation ship" thing" I said wile looking down at my hands because I was embarrassed
"Don't worry,I'd rather pleas you than the other way around,and besides the girls I've dated haven't made me as happy and week at the knees as you have" I couldn't believe his words but the look that he gave me convinced me "But why are you so scared of being in a relation ship?" He asked
His question was one that people would ask me a lot
"Because when your in a relation ship that means your suppose to be open with your boyfriend/girlfriend, and i haven't bean open with anyone except for my best friend Maggie and my diary" I felt him grab my cheek and made me look straight into his eyes
"I won't force you to tell me everything but I just really want you to be less scared,I want to be your first on everything"
Harry's words gave me butterfly's and I couldn't believe that he respected how I didn't like to be open.
I got up from the bed and he followed my actions. Once he was standing his hight towered over me, we connected glares for a moment before I put my head down wile I messed with the hem of my shirt.
I felt Harry get closer to me while he took my checks with his hand,he keep stepping in closer until our faces where centimeters away I closed my eyes and pushes my back against the wall to creat more space but the space was limited. As much as I wanted to kiss Harry I couldn't. He grabbed my chin and turned it so one side of my face was closer while he lent closer.i felt his hot breath fan over my cheek I tried to turn back but he wouldn't let me "no,stop its ok" he said slightly pushing my chin back
He kissed my cheek,after the kiss I tried to turn but,was still denied
"Harry, wh-what are you doing" I asked nervous
"Don't worry,it's ok" he kissed my cheek again but this time more to the side and he did it again slightly moving to the side again. He was still holding my cheek while I still tried to creat space but I grabbed the hem of his shirt and fisted it between my fingers. At this point he had stopped kissing and just had his lips hovering over the skin on my neck I felt him lower down "Harry " I whimpered
But it was to late he crashed his lips on the sensitive skin on my neck. He let go of my chin and placed his hand on my cheek while his other one was at my hip. He moved his lips softly while sucking every few moment. I couldn't help but whimper under him he was so much more dominant that me I was weak under him like a twig. After a few moments he let go and turned me over and kissed my cheek again but never my lips.
The spot he had kissed and sucked was sore and hurt. I felt his fingers slightly brush on the spot he had just marked. I filched at his movement. He tilted my chin up again and kissed the stop one more time. He then put his lips right above mine
"I promise I'll be here for you, your different,you seam broken and I want to fix you, and again I want to be your first at everything and now I'm the first person to mark you" my breaths shaken after the words came out of his mouth
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Sorry it took so long I have been busy with school 😭 but I hope you enjoy
