Heart That I Desire || Taekook, Vkook

Chapter Bonus :- Home That I Deserve

Third Person's P.O.V :-

"Jimin what is the meaning of this?!" Yoongi called out as he rushed inside the bedroom behind Jimin who was busy packing up his belongings in a haphazard manner.

"Hyung, move, my flight is this evening, I need to pack properly" He uttered out, avoiding eye contact with Yoongi.

"You're running away.." Yoongi whispered out as the realization settled over him,"You're running away like a coward, Park Jimin!" He yelled out as he grabbed Jimin by the shoulder and turned him around to face him properly.

Jimin looked down at the floor in shame while his bangs covered his eyes, curtaining his gaze from the angry stare of Yoongi.

"Jimin, answer me! You just came back from the USA a few months ago claiming that you'll be here for a while now and already you're leaving?! What about Jihoon?! He missed you a lot you know?! You can't just keep on being an absent father solely because you aren't over your ex husband, Jimin! Jihoon doesn't deserve any of this!" Yoongi yelled out while he gripped Jimin's wrist tightly.

"THEN WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!" Jimin screamed back while tears streamed down his face, finally losing his cool,"IT HURTS TO STAY SO I'M LEAVING!" He exclaimed, yanking his wrist away from Yoongi's hold and sitting down on the edge of the bed. His palm held his forehead tightly while his fingers fisted themselves in the hair, a little too violently, as if he had a great headache.

"If you weren't over him then why did you agree to be the best man?! You took Taehyung to where Jungkook proposed to him! you walked him down the aisle! you made Jihoon bear their rings! You helped organise the reception! You gave a speech on their engagement! IF YOU WERE GETTING HURT THEN WHY DID YOU DO ALL THIS?!" Yoongi began and his words progressively became more harsh till he ended up yelling.

"BECAUSE HE DESERVED IT, OKAY?!" Jimin yelled out from his crouching position and started to breathe deeply,"His first wedding was basically a contract, he didn't even want to marry me, he was forced into it and then I neglected him like he was some spy of the clan house sent here to report on all of my actions to grandmother! I denied him whenever he tried to come close, hardly ever talked to him after an exhausting day at the office and then I presented Jungkook in front of him, asking him to take care of him and then admitted I used to have a crush on the very same boy!" He uttered out in pure agony as he shook forward and backward, trying to sooth himself.

"I shattered what little expectations he had left of marriage and love after basically being a slave his entire life" He squeaked out as he sniffed,"I hurt him a lot, they said that ignorance and indifference is the opposite of love, at least when you hate someone you're still letting them know that you acknowledge their presence right?" He asked while wiping away his tears, regretting his past actions.

"I didn't even acknowledge it, that's why he fell for Jungkook in the first place, because I was incompetent as a husband, he felt more heard and seen by Jungkook, who back then was a psychologically imbalanced person lingering on the edge of insanity than me, hyung!" He uttered as he finally looked up at Yoongi, staring down at him with a conflicted expression.

"No matter how much I look at it, it all happened because of me" He said as he finally got up from his seat and grabbed a thrown out shirt from the bed, proceeding to fold it,"It takes two hands to clap, I can't just put all the blame on him for breaking my heart and move on, hyung, because I know I was in the wrong, if I had cared for him and loved him since the very begining, he would have never fell for Jungkook, right?" He asked as a bitter smiled graced his lips while he put the shirt down in his suitcase.

"I mean what was I even expecting? I married him out of stubbornness, brought him out into this unknown city away from his family and then isolated him for months while keeping our interactions to the minimum and then I give him someone to take care of, who'll stay with him all the time in the house all alone, of course he'd fall for that someone who provided him with everything that I didn't, what other outcome was I even expecting? I must have been delusional, hyung, so stupid, ah, I can't believe how ridiculous my past self was" He started to laugh at himself, although the mirth never reached his eyes.