Dying for Love ~Taekook~

~Chapter 6~

~Taehyung~

Tae~"Wow..."

Jungkook~"Yeah..."

Tae and Jungkook sat on the bathroom floor of the library, breathless from what they had just done. Jungkook touched Tae's hand.

Jungkook~"That was amazing."

Tae~"It was."

Tae couldn't believe he just had sex with a guy who already has a boyfriend. He felt a bit guilty but from what he heard from Jungkook, his boyfriend kinda deserved it.

Tae~"I can't believe I just did that."

Jungkook~"Did what? Got railed by a guy you just met?"

Tae~"Well, yeah. But I was gonna say that I was surprised I just had sex with a guy who has a boyfriend."

Jungkook~"I'm kinda surprised I fucked a guy that's not Yoongi. But... I really liked it. Yoongi never lets me be top!"

Tae~"Do you feel guilty about it?"

Jungkook~"Yes. I know Yoongi loves me but I cheated on him anyway."

Tae~"Jungkook, someone who loves you wouldn't beat you."

Jungkook~"He only did it because he was worried about me."

Tae~"Has he done anything else to you?"

Jungkook~"Well, sometimes he forces me to have sex with him even if I tell him I don't want to."

Tae~"How does he force you?"

Jungkook~"He just hits me until I let him do what he wants."

Tae~"JUNGKOOK, THAT'S PRACTICALLY RAPE!"

Jungkook~"What? Really?"

Tae~"Yes! Does he do anything else?"

Jungkook~"He always makes me clean all his messes and he says that my only job is to cook and clean."

Tae~"Jungkook, that's wrong. You're more than just a body that men can use for pleasure and cleaning isn't your only job."

Jungkook~"But Yoongi said he wouldn't tell me anything if it wasn't the truth when we first started dating. It has to be true since he's the one that told me."

Tae~"It's impossible to only tell the truth. And you are more than just your body."

Jungkook~"So he was lying to me?"

Tae~"Yes. What he's doing to you is really toxic and you need to leave him for your own health."

Jungkook~"Well, now that you put it like that I guess it makes sense..."

Tae~"Does that mean you're gonna leave him?"

Jungkook~"I should leave but I don't want to. I love him and I know deep down that he still loves me."

Tae sighed.

Tae~"Well... Do you still love him?"

Jungkook sat in silence. It seemed like he didn't know how to answer that.

Jungkook~"... Yeah? I mean, yeah! Why wouldn't I love him?"

Tae~"You just cheated on him so maybe you don't love him as much as you say you do?"

Jungkook~"I love him, I swear!"

Tae~"Well, do you love me?"

Tae was afraid of Jungkook's answer to that question. He knew that he loved Jungkook but he wasn't 100% sure that Jungkook felt the same. Jungkook put his hand on Tae's thigh.

Jungkook~"Tae, I love you so much. I wish I could spend my whole entire life with you."

Tae~"Then why don't you?"

Jungkook and Tae looked into each other's eyes. Jungkook's eyes were soft and loving. Tae cupped Jungkook's face in his hands and they kissed.

"Maybe one day you will be able to realize how much I love you," Tae thought.
"But it seems like today isn't the day."