𝖡𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗅𝗅𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗂𝗒𝖺𝗁 𝗃𝗈𝗁𝗇𝗌𝗈𝗇
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"i don't know if i wanna forgive you for what you did ." i told my mom over the phone .
"what do you mean?? you made me like that!" she yelled .
"you literally slapped me all because i went out with family , and you wanted to do the most" i said walking into my bathroom .
"i gotta go . bye" i hung up and put my phone down hopping in the shower .
i took a quick shower and after i came out , i fixed up my hair and checked my phone .
i had a missed facetime call from ezra and as y'all remember about what happened , i felt like he only did that to take my mind off the fact that he did what he did .
i called back and set my phone up facing the celling and then he answered .
"took you long enough man." he said .
well hello to you too bitch .
"i was in the shower ." i said . i was already irritated from the way he answered his phone .
i heard a voice in the background and i went mute to listen to what was being said .
"ezra come on bae , i've been waiting for you and i can't wait no more" they said ..or she ..?
"EZRA DAMN COME FUC-.." then the phone hung up .
i felt the anger build up on me . i inhaled and then let out a scream pushing everything off my bathroom sink .
"FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK YOU EZRA AND FUCK THAT BITCH OF YOURS" i said , one of my glasses broke and i cut myself and started crying .
my stepmom ran into my bathroom and she grabbed me into her arms and held me tight .
"baby baby i'm here it's okay" she said kissing my head .
why me ? why fucking me?! i loved him . i let him touch me . like come on!
"it's not fair . i stepped out my comfort zone with him and let him touch me ! and he's fucking the same girl !" i said crying .
she didn't say anything and just let me cry . i held onto to her and just cried . she helped me better than my mom would . and ofc my dad didn't know shit for the shit so i loved her for this .
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it's been almost a month since the situation with me and ezra happened . i blocked him fr this time and i've been living life and doing me honestly .
i decided to text don to come get me and i've been waiting for him for a while .
he finally pulled up and i left the house and walked in , i say in the front seat and we ended up leaving .
"so what's up with you cousin?" he asked .
"nun much ." i said tapping my leg .
"what about you and ezra?"
why tf would you bring him up ?
"i don't wanna talk about him ." i said getting tense .
we finally made it to the place and he told me to wait in the car .
i sat there scrolling through pinterest and someone tapped on my window . i looked up and it was this fine ass dark skin with waves .
i rolled down my window and he looked at me and smiled .
"yes?" i said mugging him .
"wsp ma" he said leaning of the car .
"what do you want ?" i said sitting up
