I feel so alone. Both my parters are ignoring me and there's only one person I've talked to in days. Lately I'm a nervous wreck and I've been having several panic and anxiety attacks for no reason and my ADHD is acting up. My mom keeps yelling at me because apparently I'm not sitting properly or my manners aren't good enough and I'm nothing like my perfect ass sister and I'm sick and tired of it,
She makes me want to jump off a cliff after throat punching her. All my friends hate me because apparently it's against girl code to be partnered with my friends boyfriend for a project and that happened weeks ago and I didn't even want to be partnered with him. My teacher assigned us partners and im just not ok.
I almost killed myself because I was talking to this guy on snapchat for over 6 months and I really really liked him, but apparently he was only using me for my body and I cried and I couldn't tell my mom abt it because she doesn't know I have snapchat.
I hate myself. So fcking much. I really do deserve to be ignored and hated by people.
