Do you ever feel like you're drowning? Not actually drowning but you feel like you can't breathe and are stuck under water with no way to get to the surface. Yeah, that's how I feel all the time. I've felt like this a lot since I told my guy best friend I have feelings for him and he told me he only saw me as a friend. So that's how I feel, and there's only two people in my life right now who make me feel safe and happy. Everyone's leaving me and I don't know why.
Lately I've been a nervous wreck and I can't help but feel my body shake all the time and stutter. And I haven't eaten anything in two days because I've been sad and forgot to. But you know, who cares. Sorry for wasting your time with this.
