part 13

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ASIA'S P.O.V

Gooooodmorning auberdale california its April 6 1960 and kfw2.1 radio station 1960's cutest and hottest boy band of the entire year is " THE BEATLES"

' a day in a life ' started playing on the box radio sitting near the bathroom radio as I brushes my hair hair into a ponytail sneaking my mothers makeup alittle blush and eyeshadow since it was my first day of back to Junior high I wanted to make an attempt to look older like the 8th grade girls and not appear like a scrawny little 12 year old 7th grader but something was different ....

Ah boobs I smiled grabbing wads of tissues paper and stuffung them as round and softly as I can down my flat chest training bra , now It was looking natural and sexy I thought smiling to myself.

' peeking threw the bathro door I saw my mom passed out on the couch as usual with her drug needle still hanging out her arm I slowly tip toed over leaning over my mom reaching down slowly pulling the needle out her arm suddenly as a trap she Jumped up grabbing my wrist.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING she yelled looking dazed hazy red eyes tightinh her grip.

I-I gotta go to school I whispered as I tried to break free

WHAT WHY YUUH ...YUUHH LOOK LIKE THAT she slured her breath reeking of decaying gums and malt liqour.

p-please mama I gotta g-go to school I said jerking my arm again with alot of force she fell hard off the couch and let go of her grip I made a Dash fir the front door shutting it tight and making a run for it down the block not stopping until I was far away from that place I made it to the gates of the school where everyone was standing outside etheir chatting with their friends or Just listening to some of the guys play songs on the the guitar admiring the music.

Nice floral headband , psychadelic one tall girl with huge red hair and freckles she was really thin with small lips and bright clover green eyes .

Th-thanks I smiled at her secretly excited and happy I got the complement

' I like your bellbottoms , I never really owned a pair I shrugged.

I have alot , my mum literally makes so much for me I could lend you a few she smiled at me giving me the peace sign

I gave her the peace sign back giving her a shy smile , we chatted for awhile and untio it was time for class it was the most fun I ever had n school I even walked home happy humming to the song the beatles played on the radio that morning opening the door to my house I slowly walked into the kitchen to attempting to make something out of nothing with bread , eggs and peanut butter I barely started because my hair was yankes and thrown on the floor.

Y-you lil....liddo bitch , s-so you wanna do drugs my mom slurred

N-no mama I-I was J-

YUH WAH JUS TRYINAH STEAL MY NEEDLE YA LITTLE SHIT she yelled slamming my head into the tile floor.
I cried out in pain screaming as she put all her weight on my legs partially laying on me.

Hehe y-ou wanna get a high out of life , like mommy , wanna leave this world not feelin uh t-thing she said in a serious tone lifting my sleeve up plunging the needle deep in my vein and pushing the herion into my system.

NOOOOOOOO MAMA NOOOO I screamed in thrash the world around me started to fade into a foggy bliss and spinning into things vivid and unrealistic.
I stop thrashing and Just layed their as the tiles on the kitchen floor spin me around in a daze all I could think was how I hated my life and wanted to Just die I wanted my mom to die and my dad to die I Just

I just
I Just

" I Just wanna get high" I said staring into the bathroom mirror leaning down the porceline sink snorting a line of cocain.

Goodmorning california its april 6, 2015 and we are bringing you some of the morning tunes now playing Sia chandeliars on 106.1 7BLI the radio started playing I smirked to myself smiling into the mirror staring at my reflection.

" hehe happy 60th birthday to me " I laughed toasting myself drinking down the rest of the vodka in my shot glass .
I admire my sexy figure and beauty appearence of a 17 year old girl I stayed since 1966 , I look the same every birthday nothing changes , putting on my leather jacket And lighting a cig and walking out the bathroom taking a deep puff of the cig slamming the door shut.

" hey asshole , we out or nah " I drunkenly laughed sliding my raybans on.

You're Just a sad miserable Drunken whore , why do I even sleep with you sometimes
Blake said rolling his eyes we have to go.

Todays... My birthday I slowly smiled

Does it look like I care ?

You could alittle I softly said walking out the door thinking to myself
" not like anyone ever cared".

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