song: not ur friend - Jeremy Zucker
I just wasn't in love
I couldn't force myself to love him
It was only two and a half months of my life
Wasted, in my opinion.
I lost feelings
It's for the best
He isn't my soulmate
Relationships are not fiction, never will be, fucking face it already, it's reality!
I'm mad at him
Mad at myself
Mad at his parents
Mad at our friends
Mad at the universe
Why did I ever like him?
I despise him
I feel uncomfortable
I feel grossed out near him
I don't feel safe knowing that he wants me back
I am so glad I never have to see him ever again
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/342494787-288-k868334.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
Poetry Of The Rushing Mind: Eighteen
PoetryI love poetry. My life up until eighteen has been a rollercoaster. I have grown to love writing and am slowly finding myself along the way. This is all of my work that I either submitted for class, or I was stuck in my head and had to release my tho...