Apology.(IMPORTANT! Please read all.)

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I might not write in this book anymore. I made too many A/N's and I also vented. I still have some drafts but its just me venting. I am truly sorry. If you requested something then I will make it and I'll try to organise this book by headcannons and stories. (I have no idea how to explain.) Im also starting to not be in the fandom anymore if that even makes any sense? But, I still am in it im just not Hyper fixating on it anymore. And this year sucked. I really feel like I lost all my hopes in everything and everyone (except like 3 people). My school has been in a strike (if that makes sense) and we aren't going to school right now but I heard that I will have to go to school in like 2 days. I don't want to because its so draining. I also have an exam I have to study for which I haven't even tho I had about 2 weeks to study. I can't even pay attention in class since im Day Dreaming so much. Im also a phone addict, making it a lot worse. The most I stayed on my phone was about 14 hours. As I said from my last chapter I recently lost my ex best friend. He was indeed a toxic person and a narcissist but I still miss him. He did say he doesn't care about my feelings, blaming everything on the fact that he is narcissistic. I don't even think he will see this so I don't care about what im writing in here. He already replaced me and Im guessing he'll start to get some people to even be against me? I mean he would. Really.
This feels so weird like im writing a chapter to a oneshot but its an actual think happening in my life right now. I mean yesterday night was the worse. I don't want to speak about what happened but long story short I cried so hard my eyes were really puffy when I woke up in the morning and I really don't know how to explain But! Moving on-
I don't know what to do with this book anymore. I guess I will continue it, deleting all the A/N's or maybe doing a category for them? Idk.
I just wanted to thank you all so so much for 6,6K reads! I never expected so many!
I also forgot to mention I have another book to write that one being the Aouad x reader book.
I have Also been really busy with trying to find a new friend (yk the reason!) And ik that sounds weird but I would also like to apologise AGAIN for venting!! And, well..
Have a great night / day and remember to stay safe<33
- Mitsuki (He/They)

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