Dean Winchester x Reader

Girl talk- Chp 5

When I got to school the next day, I didnt want to see Dean... but at the same time I did. I just went over to Caroline and Elena inside rather than finding Sam. I found them at the lockers.
"Hey guys," I opened mine and shoved my bag inside.
"Hey," Elena smiled.
"How was going round to Sam's yesterday?" Caroline asked.
"Nothing," I shook my heard.
"Come on. You can tell me. Sam and I just hooked up as a one time thing," Caroline shrugged.
"No. Something else happened but we need to talk in private somewhere," I responded.
Elena took my arm and we all walked to the toilets.

We checked the cubicles and there was nobody there.
"Okay. What happened?" Caroline asked.
"After being at Sams, his brother Dean insisted on taking me home in his car. But when we pulled up to mine he slit my wrist and saw me heal. He was testing me," I started to explain.
"What?!" Both the girls acted shocked.
"So he knows?" Elena asked.
"No!" I shook my head, "I compelled him. He doesn't know and he doesn't have any suspicion and he gave me the knife."
"Is there more to this?" Caroline asked.
"Yes!" I nodded, "And its worse."
I took a breath and continued, "I had a wet dream about Dean and actually moaned his fucking name."
Both my best friends in front of me looked shocked.
"Okay. I dont know what to say to that but I have to find Stefan," Elena told me.
"Please dont mention anything," I begged.
"Dont worry I wont," Elena held my hand and then left.
Caroline walked closer to me and spoke quietly, "Have sex with Dean."
"What?!" I raised my eyebrows.
"Have sex with him. Then you will know what you want," Caroline suggested.
"I haven't even known him that long," I pointed out.
"Neither did Elena and Stefan but they're in love," She pointed out.
"Fair point," I nodded.