Comfort

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Hiiiii!! Welcome back to another chapter! Let's just get straight into it!

Tws!- Cursing, sneaking out, horrible thoughts, voices, panic attacks, mentions of scars, angst lmao but then goes to fluff :)

Let me know if I missed any!

Introducing a new character >:)

!! ANYTHING IN ENDER WILL BE TRANSLATED IN THE COMMENTS! :D !!
Enjoy!
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"I AM NOT A SIMP!"

Ranboo POV
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I should've known... the two people that I thought were gonna be my friends ditched me. It was so obvious.

"⌇⏁⎍⌿⟟⎅ ⊑⎍⋔⏃⋏⌇..." I muttered underneath a whisper.

I put down my pen down on my desk and rest my head in my hands.

Man, I hate paperwork.

I sighed heavily, I balled my hands into a fist.

'⍙⊑⊬ ⎅⟟⎅ ⟟ ⟒⎐⟒⋏ ⏁⏃⌰☍ ⏁⍜ ⏁⊑⟒⋔? ☌⍜⌇⊑! ⟟ ⊑⏃⏁⟒ ⊑⎍⋔⏃⋏⌇..' I thought to myself in my head.

I stood up and walked over to my closent and grabbed a long, dark purple jacket with a hood.

I grabbed a bag and put some weapons in it.

I put up my hood, I grabbed my mask, and put it on as well. I then took off my crown and any sort of jewelry that I had on. (Because their fancy like that🤭)

I then put my hair up into a neat bun.

I lastly put my bag and walked over to my window.

I opened it and walked onto the balcony, checking to see if I was in the clear, as to which I was.

I closed my window and hopped down, landing on my feet. Did kind of hurt..ngl..eh who cares?

I checked once more to see if anyone was around. There wasn't, but I did hear some talking, so I have to be quiet.

After a few minutes of sneaking around, I had finally gotten out of the castles perimeters.

I sighed and began to walk anywhere my feet took me.

Ugly

I paused.

What..?

I stayed slight for quite some time, but I heard nothing else, so I continued to walk.

I sat behind one of the large obsidian pillars. I sighed heavily and put my head inside my hands, and closed my eyes.

Worthless

My eyes shot open as I lifted up my head, immediately looking if anyone was around.

No one was..

Stupid
Idiot

That's when I realized that it was all in my head.

They were back.. I thought I had gotten rid of them! I brought my knees up to my chest, hugging my legs close to me.

⚠️SKIP IF NEEDED!! HUGE TW!!!⚠️
Just give up
The void is just over there..

I grabbed a chunk of my hair and began to pull at it.

'I can't! This stupid town needs a ruler!' I yelled in my thinking that they would listen, but I knew they wouldn't..

Are you worthy of being a leader?
What's the point of life?
Who even are you?
Do you even know yourself?
Do people even like you?

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