deeper than cuts | stu m. & billy l. | f! reader

『 6 ⭒』

SEPTEMBER 28TH 1996

(12:00 AM)

billy scratches his head with the gun, "anthony perkins, psycho." he smiles. i grab sidneys arm before looking at him, he licks his finger. "mm, corn syrup. same stuff they use for pig's blood in carrie." 

i look at him with hurt and disbelief. i try to run into the kitchen before running into someone, i look up to see my boyfriend. 

"babe! help us please." i cry while looking up at him. he looks down at me, "surprise baby!" he says into the voice changer. i push him to the side with sidneys hand still in mine. 

my two stab wounds still bleeding i fall onto the sink. sidney tries to go in the other room but billy stops her, stu throws the voice changer to him, "whats the matter sidney? you look like you've seen a ghost." he says into the little white box. sidney cries silently as she walks over to me. 

"why are you doing this?" she holds my wounds. "its all part of the game, sidney!" stu walks over to us and billy does the same. "its called 'guess how im gonna die!'" he yells into the voice changer. 

"fuck you!" she yells at him. "oh no no no. you and y/n already played that game. remember?" he whispers softly. "you lost." he waves the knife around in his hand. "its a fun game girls. see if we ask sidney a question, and if you get it wrong.. BOOGAH! you die!" he points the gun at sidney. 

"and if you get it right.. ya die!" he has the knife swaying around her face before i speak up. "what about me?" i look at both of the boys. "oh y/n, baby.. we don't wanna hurt you. we just want you to ourselves. nobody else around. nobody." stu says manically as he swipes the tears from my eyes with his thumb. "no doll, don't cry." billy purrs. 

"you're crazy, both of you." sidney breaths out. stu gets behind me, "we prefer the term psychotic." his voice rings in my ear. "you'll never get away with this." sidney shakes her head.

my heart hurt more than my wounds. 

why would billy and stu betray me like this?

"oh no? tell that to cotton weary. you wouldn't believe how easy he was to frame." billy plays with her hair with the knife. "watch a few movies, take a few notes.. it was fun!" stu chuckles against my neck. 

i squeeze sidneys hand. "no!" sidney folds and billy picks her up. "woah! where you goin?" stu coos at her. "why?" i ask. "why did you kill my mother?" she chokes out before sobbing. "why? why?!" billy yells at her. she jumps. 

i start to cough up blood. "you hear that stu? i think they want a motive." billy looks at stu and he laughs a bit. they're actions make my stomach turn.

"well i don't really believe in motives. did norman bates have a motive?" he asks rhetorically but i still spoke up, "yes." i said, my teeth stained red. billy ignored me, "did they ever really decide why hannibal lecter liked to eat people? don't think so." he got in my face. 

"yes, they did." i spoke up again. this made stu push the gun against my throat to make me quiet. "we did your mom a favor sid. that woman was a slutbag whore who flashed her shit all over town like she was sharon stone or somethin'." billy continued to point the knife at her. stu gets out from behind me to talk to sidney.

"yeah, we put her out of her misery. cause let's face it sidney, your mother was no sharon stone." he smiles at his own joke. 

fuck, im gonna die. im loosing too much blood.

billy puts the knife on his lips and my eyes light up.

sick fuck. 

i get myself out of my thoughts. "is that motive enough for you?" billy asks sidney and i. "how about this.. your slut mother was fucking my father. and shes the reason my mom moved out and abandoned me." he points the knife at sidney. 

"how that for a motive?" this makes me feel bad for him. and i look at him with sorrow. although hes a killer, he was still my best friend. stu looks at him with surprise, as if its the first time hes heard this. 

"maternal abandonment certainly causes deviant behavior, i mean.. it fucked you up. it made you have sex with a psychopath." he continues to point the knife at her.

"thats right! you gave it up. now you're no longer a virgin!" he covers his mouth and squeals as if he said a bad word. "i said virgin. oops! now ya gotta die. those are the rules." he points the gun at her. billy turns sidney around and puts the knife to her throat. 

i dropped to the ground as billy slowly cuts her throat open. her blood spills out all over the kitchen floor. i begin to sob in my hands. "just pretend its all a scary movie, doll. how do you think its gonna end?" billy picks me up and stroke my hair. billy gives him a signal and stu starts shouting.

"oh! oh! this is the greatest part. you're gonna love this! we've got a surprise for you baby." my eyebrows furrow. "yeah, you're gonna love this one! its a scream baby! hold on a sec, ill be right back." he says with his arms out. 

"y'know what that means doll. its after midnight. its our anniversary. we started our fling two years ago today." he says against my neck. 

oh shit! thats right! a few days later, his mom left.

stu drags my mom out from the closet with her mouth duct taped shut. "no! please, don't hurt her." i cry. they don't listen and stu throws her on the floor. 

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a/n: GUYS OMG.. should i let billy and stu die or what? if they don't die, then idk if we will be able to get w randy. LET ME KNOW!! rip sid & tate <3.