PARAMOUR - catching fire

your mothers crying

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chapter four
your mothers crying
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my moms name was called for the games. her name was fucking called for the stupid ass games! so was finnicks. there names were called for the fucking games! and when the games end i have to fucking leave because of snow.

" fin? " syliva calls to him was he was on the beach in district four , he turns around and he sees he gets up and hugs me, she hugs him back.

" are you okay?" She asks him , as they break the hug.

" now I am." he says , syliva smiles , or realizing she's blushing. but he does he always notices.

" I'm sorry about your mom getting picked. " he said to her , she looks at him

" don't worry about it , in a way I'm kinda glad , I mean she's a shit mom you know, but I still care about her she my mom I'll always care about her, some days I want her to die for what she does but i dont want to say that." syliva speaks to him , she's never said that to anyone but to finnick it's always been easy for her to talk to him

" I understand what your saying , you have a right to feel what you feel. but I need to do something before I have to leave." He says , syliva moved her head to look at him

" do what?" she asked him he put his hands on her face cupping it

" this." he leaned and kissed her , syliva was shocked he pulled away then she put her hands on his shoulders moving her face back to his kissing him back. finnick smiled into the kiss. they pulled away

" it's a good thing you did that." she said in a whispering voice.

" I promise I'll try to protect your mother liv." he said to her

" thankyou, just don't be the one to kill her " she said to him her eyes looking into his

" I won't be." he said to her

" good." then she kissed him again , as he was kissing back into her. They pulled away again.

she got up to leave he grabbed her hand

" promise me what ever happens you won't hate me." finnick said to her , getting up

" I could never hate you." she said to him , then she kissed his cheek

then started walking away and he watched her leave this time.

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syliva walked inside her home, she smelt liquor she sighed

then she saw her mother crying , " mom?" she ran over to her squatted next to her.

" momma it's okay, you can do this." she said to her mother wiping her tears. then her mother smacked her hand

" don't , don't even." Mary said to her daughter

" mom? mom come on." she said to her mother

" no this your fault you know , everything started falling apart when you came, you know that right, now I have to try to survive against fucking worthless teenagers, even that stupid friend of yours." she said to her daughter

" shut the hell mom he's not worthless or stupid , he's going to help you mom." she said trying to defend the boy she started like after everything that happened to Thomas

" what the hell did you say to me , you fucking bitch."  she said to her glaring up at her stumbling to get up

" mom, please come on , not tonight."  she said to the mother

" whatever you fucking mistake." she said to her daughter

the mother walking to the couch dropping her bottle of liquor.

Mary was already asleep , syliva sighed grabbing the bottle , putting it in the sink , then grabbing a blanket and putting it over  her mother.

" I don't know why I still love you , even though you treat me like shit momma ."  syliva said to her even though she was sleeping

may the odds ever be in her mothers favor.

but for finnick, she hopes he survives.
the man she now found love in.

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AUTHOR SPEAKING

I love this chapter one of my favorites right now.

but young finnick and syliva >>>>>

I wrote so much today y'all should be proud of me 😭

- Rae