invisible strings (jensoo)

we'll be okay?

JENNIE'S POV

It's been two months since we started dating

Well, I know that Jisoo's entire family is gay she has two mothers and her surrogate dad is their mom's best friends which makes him her uncle

I've never known anybody who had two mothers not that I am opposed to it but it's my first time knowing about them I am opposed to it

I AM GAY, YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T GO AROUND CALLING ME HOMOPHOBIC ITS JUST MAKING ME HAPPY

What the fuck is wrong with me, I talking to myself now WOW

I know her favorite color is purple, she very philosophical from my liking, she's annoying as fuck, she loves half cooked omelet and coffee that though without milk because she prefers drinking different types of milks separately mostly banana milk

She's amazing in bed

Now why did I say that it was completely not necessary

We take care of each other and she never lets me fall as she promised

This one time I had an anxiety attack because of my exam but she was right there to hold me and calm me down, that entire night I didn't let go of her and she stayed

She stayed

She stayed for me

I ended up being her girlfriend a few days back

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I am at my place doing my assignment as my doorbell rang, I opened the door and saw jisoo standing there with some Chinese takeout and drinks

"I wasn't expecting a delivery" I said dragging her inside

"now I am your delivery man too, I thought being your masseuse, care taker, tutor and plaything was enough" she said rolling her eyes

"You know you can be anything you want but you being MY girlfriend beats everything" I said helping her out of her coat.

"ew not cheese again you know I hate it" she said teasingly

"You know you love it" I said winking at her

"I am cheese intolerant" she said

"you're so annoying" I said making her sit on the couch and me in her lap just as I like it.

"How is your assignment going?" she said before pulling me closer towards her

"Almost done, I needed a break so I stopped for a while"

"i came by to eat takeout with you and also cause my basketball practice got over early

Oh, and she plays basketball too I haven't seen her play yet as she joined right after we started dating, I know she's a good player when she plays.

"Maybe you can distract me" I said turning around and straddling her lap

"If you say so" she said before kissing me hungrily

I deepened the kiss and as my hands trailed inside her t-shirt and made my way towards her breast slowing caressing her abs

THEY WERE SO GOOD

FOCUS JENNIE FOCUS

We pulled apart as I pulled her t-shirt above her head

She was wearing a black sports bra and her abs so perfect

She made her way towards my neck sucking on my neck leaving hickeys all over it

She unbuttoned my shirt and before I knew it was on the floor

She is so quick

I saw her eyes darkening at the sign in front of her, I smirked looking at her

I was wearing a white lacy bra which showed just enough cleavage and she could already see the hardened nipples 

She unhooked by bra and sucked my nipple and kneading the other one as I moaned

"ride me" she said in her low husky voice

I think that was the last thing I remembered before I got lost the way she was pleasing me

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I woke up first and busied myself into listening to her soft breaths and heart beat

We fell asleep on the couch as both of us were not willing to move

I was in her arms my head between her breast listening to her heartbeat, a blanket was draped over us as we managed to get that

I fell asleep again

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"Yes, I will meet you later don't worry" I heard Jisoo say as she was talking to someone on the phone as I woke up.

"Who was that? what time is it?" I said rubbing my eyes

"It's 12pm and it was soojoo my ex on the phone" upon hearing that I jolted awake as the blanket fell on my waist, I am still naked but I am not worried about it.

HER EX?????

AND SHE IS MEETING HER?????

"Why are you meeting her?" I asked with uncertainty in my voice

"She doesn't know anyone here I am just giving her a tour of the city and we ended up on good terms when we left off things, are you going to be okay?"

One thing about Jisoo, she will always tell me the truth and all of her exes and her have ended on good terms

She doesn't even hate them

She says we grew apart it's alright

I scoffed at my thoughts

Try being cheated on and then say 'grew apart'

I've got major trust issues after that; I have not let anyone close to me

call me selfish but I am afraid of being hurt, jisoo is the first one I've let in after almost 2years and I don't want to lose her

I don't know meeting her ex might give me a bit A BIT NO a lot of anxiety

I felt the blanket covered my chest as I was frozen at the same spot

Chu pulled me towards her and she spoke "you don't need to worry about anything I am pretty sure we are in the past"

"What about your present?" I said as I hung my head low

"I am very much in love with the person in front of me" she said and looked up at her with my eyes widened but still had a wide smile on my face

SHES IN LOVE WITH ME

JISOO KIM IS IN LOVE WITH ME

"you're in love with me?"

"didn't you hear the first time, of course I am" she said putting a strand of my hair behind my ear

I hugged her tightly as said "you don't know how long I've waited for you to say that"

I was always in love with her, it was like love at first sight but I avoided it but when se calmed me down from my anxiety attack I knew it was it. This was it

"Oh, wow did a miss a chapter or something here" she said hugging me back

"Nope you didn't I've always been in love with you it was just hard for me to accept" I took a deep breath and continued "I am scared to feel it, what if you go away?"

She traced patterns on my bare skin as she said "it's okay to be scared but you know I am never going away as long as you don't push me away"

"I wont"

"we'll be okay?"

"More than okay" she said kissing me

I hope my insecurities don't get the worst of me 

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this was supposed to be jisoo's pov but I like writing jennie's pov more so i changed it💀