Death Wish || l.s.

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I looked around the school halls, I'm always late, almost always. If I show up early here, then that would be my death wish. I'd get beat or something... I don't know...

But my wish is to get the hell out of here! I can't fucking stand it anymore!

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I get out of my car and run-up to the office, "Hey Louis, you know you can't be late every day! I want you to come early tomorrow!" Mr. Ballanuci looked at me, sternly... Of course, it had to be the principle that confronts me again! I nod and smile weakly as he gives me the pass. 'Fucking hell, I guess I'll have to come early tomorrow because of what happened the last time I came late..'

I go to my locker and get my thing, I then head to my first-period class. I sit outside for a minute and think about what I should do tomorrow. I then shortly knock on the door, "Oh nice of you to join us, late as ever I can tell." I look up at her and then the class they just giggle. "I'm sorry... I'll come on time tomorrow.." Mrs. Lain shakes her head and points to my seat like always, "Sit and let me continue my lesson." She walks away from me and mutters something like a useless boy or something I couldn't tell.

I run-up to the back and sit at my table, of course, I had to get sat next to Perrie... I mean she isn't a bitch or anything I just dislike her... A lot. I mean she sometimes acts like my mother, which is pretty fucking annoying, but we hang out, and she sometimes sits with me at lunch... "Hey, Boobear!" She whispers into my ear; I just try to ignore her. She whispered Boobear again, "What?" I whisper back sounding a bit annoyed.

"Would you like to sit with me at lunch?" She asks, I nod and just continue writing quotes on my paper. I mean this class really has nothing to do with what it's teaching but, it wouldn't matter I get okay grades in this class.

The bell rings. I zoomed out of that horrid class in a heartbeat. But of course, with my no-shit luck, I run into Zayn, "What was that for fag? Seriously are you that horny that you had to run into me? You're so lame!" I stare at him. He's pretty harsh. I actually tried to run away, but he gripped my hand and slammed me to the ground, "Where you think you're going fag!" I look around as everyone watches... "T-to class.." He stares at me and walks away. "You really aren't worth my time fag," I get up and run to class everyone was just staring at me or giggling and whispering something to there friend. I didn't really care, this school sucks anyways.

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Wow, today really has been eventful... And now it's fucking math! Yay! I love it so much... I fucking hate it, not because it's math it's because I have to sit next to the biggest douche ever! His name is Harry Styles. I do have a little crush on him, but he's a dick! He picks on me and everything! I just can't handle it... I'm going to be late grate... I run to class and get up into my row and sit at my seat. "Oh hey fat ass I see you got slammed by Zayn," Harry smirks at me. I'd love to rip that dumb smirk off of him...

"He did and what's it to you, Mr. Bad boy?" I couldn't take it I had to do it... I'm holding in a lot of anger cause of these people. He looks at me. I could tell I pissed him off a bit, "Well next time I hope I'm here to help fag!" I shook my head as the bell rung, Harry watched the teacher, and I just drew. He stared down at me and what I do for a bit but then looked back at the teacher.

The bell rang. Finally lunch!

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The rest of the day was truly bothersome. Until I got home which made things worse... My mom yells at me a lot and blames me for when my dad left. It wasn't my fault... It was her and her drinking problems. I'm actually thrilled he took my siblings because they don't need to be apart of her abuse. I mean, my mom has only beat me once, and that was the first time I cut.. That day was painful and longer, I don't think I ever cried harder than that day.

// Okay, I think this chapter is okay but still... I'm going to do the next chapter of my other story, but I hoped you liked this one!!