Death Wish || l.s.

4

I sigh as I sit up, nightmares. That was all I was having that night. My mind was scattered with thoughts about Zayn and what he was going to do.

I couldn't imagine. What he's going to do to me.

But, I've never thought I'd be one of those kids growing up.. The shy one who gets bullied. I mean I'm sassy and seem outgoing, but no I'm the shy gay one. I always thought that if I was straight that I wouldn't get bullied.. I guess it was just a stereotype that I thought growing up as a kid.

It's five o'clock.. I should get ready, I get up and go to my closet and take out a large jumper with some black jeggings.
Perfect.I then go to my bathroom and do my hair up in a quiff, I also put my contacts in. I sigh, "I hate these bitches." I mean they're always too difficult to put in, that's why I like my glasses!

I run downstairs and make some pancakes, they were good a bit gross but oh well. I then grab my keys and run out the door with my bag and head straight to hell.

I sigh as I get out of my car.

When is he going to get me..?

I go up the stairs of the schools doors as everyone stares at me, as I step in all I see is Zayn right in front of me. "Hey dumb ass," he smirks and drags me to the restroom.

Zayn throws me in an open stall and goes in it locking the door,"Fucking stop it!" He smack me and then kicks me as I then wince in pain. I sigh as I look up at him, "What did I do? Because as far as I know I did nothing wrong," I frown a bit as I stare up at him. Zayn then punches me, hard in the stomach. I gag, " Don't act innocent! You know what you did on both ends you asshat!" He punches at my face.

"I have no clue what I've done! And if I've done anything I'd think I would of known," I cough as tears start streaming down my face. He then shakes his head and slowly down on the floor, "You stole her Louis!" I shake my head at him questioning, he knows I don't like pussy right? I mean he calls me fag twenty-four seven..

The bell rings, neither of us budge, "Look Zayn, what are you talking about? I mean I'm gay.." He looks up at me sighing, "I know Louis, I'm sorry.." I gasp a bit in shock at the 'I'm sorry' I mean that's the first time in forever anyone has said that to me... But I shouldn't get too worked up, " I've always been mad at you because Perrie doesn't talk to me.. She broke up with me when she met you! She likes you a lot.. At least for me and my sake, look out for her please.." I nod, I like her, even though she can be a bit annoying I like her. Zayn smiles and continues, " Thanks you.. And another reason that of why I hate you, and I hate to admit it but... I like you Louis. I do, a lot. I mean I think I'm bisexual.. I have no clue why but for some reason I love you but hate you! I'm sorry.." He starts to break down crying a bit, "Zayn it's okay. People feel this way, this isn't your fault for feeling this way! It's no ones.." I say with a weak smile. "I'm sorry also, but can-" I get cut off by a deep voice.

"Hello? Louis? Zayn? Are you in here?" Harry's voice asks questioning, Zayn looks at me and opens the restroom door a bit motioning Harry to come in. Harry stares at me noticing I didn't get hit, "What happened?" Harry stares at the both of us a bit concerned. "N-nothing to worry about!" I say stuttering. Zayn looks down and put his knees to his chest, " I don't believe that, what did Zayn do?" Zayn stares up at Harry and stand ups, "Nothing fucking happened why can't you understand that!" Zayn says, his eyes a tad bit teary, it was obvious he was crying, Zayn hit harry and left.

I stare at Harry confused on what had just happened, " I'm sorry.. If I concerned you... He didn't hit me I promise!" I lied, of course he hit me.. Why wouldn't he.. Harry shakes his head and smiles, "Good, now let's get you to class." He says putting his hand out to me so I can get up, I grab it as we go.