Death Wish || l.s.

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Okay, so I'm leaving it up to POV up until Harry leaves the hospital... okay? Okay.
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Harry's POV

I walk up to Louis' room sighing feeling a bit bad for what had happened... I mean shit happens, but I'd never thought it would happen to him.. I walk over to another nurse asking her to direct me in the direction of his room, she show me, I go there.

As I walk into Louis room feeling bad I stand at the doorway, looking at him.

He looked so lifeless, it was sad.. He's usually tan. But here, he's very pale! I just feel horrible for what I did!

I mean it wasn't really me who started it now that I think about it, it was on that day....

I've had a crush on Louis Tomlinson for a while now, but I'm not sure how the school will react with me being pansexual.. It was hard coming out to my parents and explaining. But to the school? I don't think so!

They'll think I'm weird! I mean I'm only in the 8th grade too!

But Louis, he came out to Liam, and Liam told us. Zayn is told everyone about it! Which I don't think is fair!

Now him, Liam, and Julian want to start bullying him! That isn't right! Just because he's gay? And they want me to beat him also? That isn't fair! But I can't say no..

I love Louis too much to hurt him..

I snap out of thought staring at Louis from the door frame with watery eyes.
I've always loved him, I've just never realized it. I have no clue why I bully him now though..

I hate making people feel less about themselves, and now me doing this? It makes no sense! I've always loved to make people happy! Not hurt themselves! I hate what Zayn and Liam did to me! It's not fair that Liam doesn't even pick on him! And that Julian moved away!

I walk into the room, and sit on the chair next to his bed. He looked like a porcelain doll, because of how pale his face was. He was beautiful.

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Louis' POV

I wake up, a bit sweaty from my last dream, it was hard for me to go to bed though, all I thought about was my mom..

I look around the room, noticing a sleeping Harry next to me. I jump in fright. I never excepted that!

It was weird, so I woke him up, "Harry what the bloody hell are you doing in here?" I quietly yell, which makes no sense of you think about it. Harry jumps up looking around with wide eyes, "Oh! I'm sorry Lou! I wanted to see how you were doing.. I felt bad!" Harry says sounding a sympathetic at the end.

I stare at him sternly, you could see I was bit mad and wanted to tell him off but I couldn't! I sigh, "Harry, stop lying. I don't want to hear it anymore." My voice gets shakier at every word.

"I'm not lying," He says looking me dead straight in the eye.

"If you're not then tell me why you have bullied me all these year!"

"Okay, but you probably won't be happy with some of these answers..." Looking away he takes a deep breath sighing.

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OKAY SO LIKE IM LEAVING YOU OFF ON A CLIFFHANGER BECAUSE I NEED TO UPDATE THIS ONE
SO I HOPE YOU LIKE IT

THIS WILL PROBABLY BE THAT LAST POV UNTIL I FEEL LIKE PUTTING IT IN AGAIN

AND SOME OF THIS WAS RUSHED SO IM VERY SORRY FOR THAT ALSO!

IM ALSO GOING TO TRY AND UPDATE ASEXUAL CAFÈ BECAUSE YE AND ALSO THATS HOW WE MET JUNIOR!

SO YEAH I HOPED YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER!

THANKS!

All The Love,
Brandy c: