Sad One Shots

Without You Part 2

"I'll have it mess rrow ma'am." Lisa's secretary smiled before standing up and leaving the two alone in the office. "Why are you still here?" Rosé asked. "If it wasn't obvious, I'm still working Miss Park." Lisa huffed, pausing whatever she's scribbling down to look at the blonde with boring eyes. "Now please tell me what I can do for you because I still have a lot to work on."

"I haven't seen you in my office." Roseanne said. "Why would I be in your office?" Lisa replied politely. 

"You usually come to hand me your outputs and revisions, I didn't see you give me those today."

"Oh its really not part of my job to hand those to you Miss Park. I, just like you, is also my department's head. I have a lot of things to do rather than handle those." Lisa jabbed and the blonde was stunned. Ever since she could remember, Lisa has always been throne to hand her!those things and after all these years she never knew that it wasn't part of her job or maybe she does know, but she was just expecting Lisa to do that.

"Why would she still do that to you after what you've said to her?" Roseanne thought. "Anything else?" Lisa looked at her like she's a stranger and it pisses Rosé off, how can Lisa just pretend that everything is fine, that she isn't hurting?

And what she hates the most is her acting so distant to her, I mean sure she doesn't wanna be her girlfriend but she's still her friend so why is she acting like she's practically no one to her?

"Why are you being like this?" Rosé breathed out. "Being like what?" Lisa innocently asked. "Why are you acting so cold to me, why are you being so suddenly distant to me Lisa?!" The blonde asked a little louder. "What am I supposed to do then Roseanne? Am I supposed to still act like what I used to be? Will that make you happy?" Lisa taunted.

"Its okay alright, you can be real with me. I'm still your friend before all of this happened after all, tell me that it hurts, tell me you're broken. I don't know maybe curse me? Slap me? Anything that will make you hate me less!" Roseanne snapped.

"This what you're good at, yelling and snapping at people." Lisa chuckled bitterly. " I'm hurt, I'm broken. There I said it, are you happy?" Lisa looked at Rosé angrily. "I let it all go Roseanne, because as what you've said. YOU DONT LIKE ME!" Lisa yelled in return. "What's the use of me focusing on those stupid feelings? I'm hurt, okay fine. I'm brokenhearted, okay so what? The world doesn't revolve around me and a day still goes on whether I'm hurt or not and I cannot just simply stopped living just because you didn't like me."

"We're old for this, I accept, I heal and eventually move on,but I gotta keep on working, I need to pay my bills and eat and buy the things that I wanted and I need to work."

"Me being distant to you? What the hell am I supposed to do? Stay beside you even if I'm hurting? I'm not a masochist for God's sake!" Lisa seethed. "Just give me a little time and I'll be okay, eventually I'll be around you too but please dont expect me to be the same Lisa you once knew, because by that time I no longer like you."

Lisa's words stung Rosé's ears and she didn't like the idea of Lisa not bugging her, hell she even misses the girl frequently visiting  her office  and asking her out to eat which she declines eighty percent of the time. She enjoys her company a lot and she hates to admit, but she's scared to feel something for anyone because the last time she did, she got her heart broken.

It was all a lie when she said that Lisa isn't her type because who in their right minds would not like someone like Lisa? She's beautiful, she's cute, she's smart, she's funny, and she's kind and she's everything you could ever was for in a girl, honestly. But Rosé's favorite is when her eyes lit up whenever she say yes to a date that she keeps bugging her about, or how she laughed whenever she manages to piss the blonde off.

"No!" Rosé blurted out, making Lisa tilt her head.  "I don't want you to move on." Rosé admitted. Lisa chuckled humorlessly, leaning against her chair. "That's quite selfish don't you think?"

"No..."

"Not when I like you too." Rosé finally admitted. "Are you bullshitting me?!" Lisa seethed in anger. "Cause it's defiantly working Roseanne."

"I'm not!" Rosé yelled!

"Then what?!"

"I like you,I have always liked you Lisa." Rosé whimpered, walking slowly to Lisa. "No..." Lisa said. "You only think like that because I said I like you." Lisa replied. "Its the right reaction right, the one where you think you like someone just because they like you? So you tend to like them back but it isn't real."

"I was just guarding my heart, my previous relationship was a mess and I don't wanna get hurt again." Rosé whispered. "So you hurt me instead?" Lisa looked at her sadly. "So you push me a way and now the I'm gone, you come back to me, telling me that you like me all along?" Lisa bitterly chuckled. "And I'm supposed to believe that?"

"Lisa, please let me?" Roseanne pleaded. "Let me show you what I feel for you is real and that I'm serious, I'm ready this time and I promise to never hurt you again."

*end of flashback*

That's the end for now! Part 3 might come out soon. I will make part 3 when I can! Byeeeee!