So I had another appointment, she said I'm getting worse and that I should get serious help. Does that mean getting sent to a hospital place? I don't know and I don't want to know. My there post doesn't think its okay if I stop and fight on my own. But one thing I've learned about depression is that one day you'll have a little more energy than the day before. That's when healing can go down hill or uphill. I know that for a fact. I know its the truth, but I feel like I'm getting better and then get sucked back into whatever this is. Its hard to be told no when you already hear no avot everything in your head. I'm sad already, do I need this pain? I don't know what this is. She's going to read this but oh well.
~Bridget
