So, today is my babies second day of kindergarten. This makes me feel so so lonely because I have nobody to talk to. All of may friends have good jobs and families or have moved away. I have a part time job at the local clinic and my family is in work or school or moved away. It sucks not to have anyone here with you all day. You feel useless. Like you can't do anything. I try to stay busy but it never pays off because at the part way through the day I go and sit down with nothing to do. So I think, about life and all the other bullshit that I call my life. It sucks. I don't know how much longer I can go without someone. I might need to go out and maker some friends so I'm not always alone. This was a very hard entry to write. I'm sorry, its just hard sometimes.
~Bridget
