Her Voice 2 [JENLISA]

Chapter 19

Sorry for the long wait :3 ig I'm gonna be more sorry frm now on as my exams are starting and it won't end until a week b4 June ends. I'll try to update if I have time but I am the procrastinate type so that means studying b4 exam day.. so like pls just wait for the updates >_<

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Jennie

Don’t leave me.

Don’t hate me.

Don’t leave me.

Don’t hate me.

My whole body trembled, my heart shaking with the aftershock of what just happened. Tremors coursed through my body, making me dizzy, and the room seemed to spin out of focus.

Stay.

Hold me.

Please.

I blinked, realizing that tears were building up in my eyes. The small salty droplets spilled onto my cheeks, but I didn’t have the energy to swipe them away.

I felt lightheaded. My body was weak. My heart was heavy. My soul was cracking.

Each breath I took, I felt a crack in the marrow of me. There was a harsh whisper in my ears, taunting me with each beat of my heart.

Weak. Used. Disgusting. Sick.

I felt the way my chest tightened and the way my heart seemed to give way under the pressure.

Pain. So much pain…an agony that was eating the inside of me, burning me with flames and acid pouring into my veins.

It was a silent torment I endured.

It was harsh and unyielding.

No escape.

Thump. Beat. Thump. Beat.

Jiyong had used me many times before. He had forced me to feel pleasure many times before, against my own will. Many times I tried to fight it. My brain refused to acknowledge what he was forcing my body to feel, and every time I’d lose.

The drugs were more powerful than my will to fight against his torturous touch.

I was exhausted to the bone, and couldn’t hold myself upright any longer. My legs started to shake like a newborn fawn, and I felt cold, chilled to the point that my teeth were chattering.

Lisa noticed, and she stepped forward.

Thump. Beat. Thump. Beat.

My gaze was still fixated on her, and she didn’t look away. She walked around the glass shards that were now on the floor.

Thump. Beat. Thump. Beat.

My teeth clattered louder, and I clenched my jaw. Lisa came closer, until she was standing so close, her warmth started to seep into my pores.

My body wasn’t my own and there was pull. An undeniable, invisible pull between us.

Lisa wrapped her arms around my hips, and I fell into her embrace.

Warmth.

Safe.

Home.

My love.

She was everything I needed right now.

I sank into her, folding myself into her arms and wishing I could burrow under her bones and hide into her soul. We could hide there, and it could be our beautiful happy ending.