Henroin is there fathers name and arckniss their younger sibling and then angel and molly the twins the youngest of the family. Henroin was always proud of his eldest child even though he doesn't express his emotions or compliments his first child. Henroin was always tough on his first child and was very harsh on them even when he did hear those awful screams he couldn't ever see the child the same way with those eyes that look dead when they look at him like they were seeing through his soul. Even though he wanted to just leave them with a good family he couldn't because of his own selfishness and pride, he could never ever look his first child in the eyes because of what he did to them and how he just let his wife do whatever they wanted to their first child all those years alive. He knew he was a terrible person and father, he was always so angry and such an abuser of his own children and he could understand why he was in hell for what he did. Henroin had moments when he was with his eldest kid and just sat in silence with comfort aura around them when he was alone with them he did speak to them like some should even when couldnt find the right words on why he was doing it but it was sorta a comfort for his kid. He would sometimes get them what they wanted or just write a short letter to them and put some stickers inside for them. When he got another child he noticed that his wife alway seemed more happy because they would always leave his eldest in charge of their youngest child even though he wanted to yell at his wife for leaving them but he couldn't with acceptance for his own mistakes and responsibilities. Over the many years he saw how his eldest always talked back to him and pointed out his mistakes and how he was never a good parent to begin with and that he and his wife should've known better than to have children if they couldn't even stand one another. He never wanted to see what he had done to his own family and actions or the truth. When he and the rest try family talk even for a little it was something to keep them at least bearable. He always saw how his eldest dislikes others living being around them and didn't trust anyone but still somehow got real and truth friends, he thought after everything that he did to them and his wife done to them that they would've give up but he saw them alive and fight for what they wanted and they weren't going to let anyone boss them around or tell them how to act no matter who they were. When he got a letter from his eldest saying that they will be leaving the family on their own from now on and how they try everything on guiding them even in their debt yet they didn't accept their effort to try to save them. What he regrets is the way he treated his own kids especially zelba his eldest kid since the beginning of there childhood all the way to their teenage years he was always so harsh more than his rest of his kids not saying that he was easy on them also but seeing on how zelba always protects their siblings and took care of them. He knows about zelba's likes like being an artist, a writer, photographer, singer, art crafter, food maker, clothes designer and planting even reading and knowledge alway to different languages. He never was ashamed of how his eldest did for themselves or tried to help him or the rest of the family. The one thing he did say to them was "don't be like me, Look you have a better fucking heart then us. Now you know how shity we are but you should stop trying with us and go, you know better then any of us alright. You are you and we are who we are, that's it". Henroin knew he was never going anywhere nice the way he was living his life and how he knew that the only one who was going to heaven was the eldest and how they were going somewhere for their punishment. One thing he had to give was to try for them after all but he died before he could change. IF ONLY HE KNEW. If only he tried for his family.
