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2 years ago..

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"I swear you one of the dumbest bitches alive. Who just constantly let somebody cheat on them and you stay." J.R said laughing at me as I sat there and cried.

I don't know why I haven't left him yet. My heart just wouldn't let me for some dumb ass reason.

I love this fuck nigga he my fuck nigga. Just can't let go.

I mean he must have to love me right? Cause he never wanna broke up with me and went to the next female.

"Shut up with that crying shit. This your fault if you was being a good girlfriend I wouldn't be doing this." He mugged me then started back playing the game.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled lowly but he didn't hear me. I sighed before getting up going to the couch.

He didn't like me sleeping with him anymore. I had to sleep on the couch. That was my place to shut up and look dumb i'm never going to leave this nigga.

I hate my life.

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"Ari you good?" Key said getting me out of my thoughts. "Yeah i'm fine." I quickly wiped the tears from my eye. "Where is the bathroom?" I also asked. He gave me an concerned look then showed me where the bathroom was.

"Wassup with you? You know my cousin or sum?" He asked me and I didn't say anything, I was just looking off.

"Ma what's wrong?"He asked again holding my face so I could look at him. "I'm ready to go." I said as tears fell from my face.

"Okay let me tell the fam real quick. You go ahead and go to the car."He said handing me the keys. He left from the bathroom and I just started looking in the mirror. I cried like a baby then started to calm down a little.

Once I got finished out the bathroom. I went back
to the kitchen where Ms. Sharon was. "Hey Ms. Sharon im not feeling to well so we're going to head out. Thank you for being so welcoming in your home." I said and gave her a hug.

"Your welcome baby thanks for coming. I really did enjoy you- you can come by anytime." She said with a smile.

I told everyone else bye then left the house with Kayla behind me.

"Bye sis in law what's yo number so we can start talking more." Kayla said and handed me her phone.

"Bye and we can most definitely do something real soon." I said giving her a hug. She went back into the house and I got in the car starting it.

Tears started falling from my eyes as I had flashbacks. J.R cause the first nigga I loved hell I thought he loved me but I was just dumb and young.

He was abusive as fuck but mentally he never put his hands on me it was just the words. It drained the fuck out of me. It made me push my family away I didn't talk to my daddy for months or my granny.