It's forbidden.
And I know because of that it can't be.
But for some reason when we kiss it feels right.
Because your lips feel as if they're meant for me..
♰
~Author's POV~
Jimin gasps as his lips meat Jungkook's, the feeling being so foreign the boy can't help but jump in surprise. He couldn't bring himself to think as pure fire dances along his lips, the warmth of Jungkook touching him in a way that makes all noise suddenly become silent.
It was as if all of a sudden a hunger ranged inside of him, craving for Jungkook the more the raven pressed into him and the closer Jungkook's lips pressed into his.
Jimin had never kissed someone before, but he couldn't imagine it ever feeling this good as Jungkook starts to move his lips against the blondes. Jimin had no idea what you were suppose to do in this situation, but all of it seemed to come natural as he subconsciously wrapped his arms around the ravens neck and moved his lips back.
God, Jimin felt like he was drunk on Jungkook, the kiss unskilled on his part, and yet perfectly fluid because of just his good Jungkook was. The boy knew this was his first, but he was almost fully confident Jungkook would be the best kiss he ever encountered.
The blonde whimpers slightly when after a few seconds Jungkook runs his tongue against his bottom lip, chuckling when Jimin retracts a little bit in shyness to the unknown feeling.
"You have to open your mouth sweetheart." Jungkook says deeply, his warm lips hovering over Jimin's as the blonde hesitantly leans back in and lets Jungkook envelope his lips.
He knew he should be doing this with a girl. God, Jimin so deeply knew that was he was doing was so sinful it could send him straight to hell. The boy knew it was suppose to be women in his arms, but he couldn't help but get aroused just by the short duration he had been in Jungkook's embrace.
He knew he shouldn't, but bit by bit he couldn't help but slowly open his mouth as Jungkook had told him, moaning when the raven oh so slowly slid his tongue in and caressed Jimin's.
Jimin couldn't imagine how many people Jungkook had done this with to become this good at it.
It felt so forbidden, so dirty as the raven kissed Jimin in such a way, making the blondes toes curl under the water and subconsciously pull the man even closer to him.
Jungkook quietly groans into Jimin's mouth when the blonde wraps his legs around him, smirking against the boys lips when Jimin only continues to quietly moan in his mouth.
"Let's go guys!" The girls suddenly say, making Jimin practically jump out of Jungkook's arms and drown all over again.
He knew that they didn't see them because of their placement behind the dock, but pure dread couldn't help but fill the boys gut as he thought of the possibility that Lisa saw them.
Oh god..
It's only then that Jimin finally touches his lip, and the pure realization of what they just did hits him.
Jimin just kissed a boy..
Not a girl, not a women, not a female, but a boy, and not just any boy...
Jeon Jungkook.
"Oh god.." He says, tears filling his eyes as he feels Jungkook stare at him. Jungkook wasn't surprised in the slightest at the boys reaction, but he still couldn't help but furrow his brows when the blonde starts to break down in front of him.
"Hey, It's okay Jimin.." The raven says, stroking Jimin's arm when the blondes starts to cry.
"No it's not!" The blonde sobs. "I shouldn't have done that. God, Jungkook you don't understand.. I shouldn't have done that. I'm not gay, I don't know why I did that. I'm not gay, I can't be gay." He continues to cry, repeating the words over and over again as Jungkook only looks at him with pure sadness.
"Yes you can Jimin." He assures after a moment, running his tongue over his piercing, almost as if he too, couldn't help but remember Jimin's lips on his.
"They'll kill me. You don't understand Jungkook. They'll kill me." He admits, the words making Jungkook's eyes widen slightly and the raven continue stroking the pale boys arm.
"What do you mean?" Jungkook asks in a serious tone, eyebrows furrowed when tears continue to stream down the boys cheeks.
Jungkook's practically taken aback when watery blue eyes meet his, holding so much terror it makes the raven pause.
"What do you mean Jimin?" He whispers once more, making the blonde look away and hiccup slightly as he wipes his tears.
"It doesn't matter." He mutters. "You.. You can't do that again Jungkook. We shouldn't have done that." He finishes, a guilty look in his gaze as he completely avoids eye contact with the man.
"You can't deny how that felt Jimin.." Jungkook pushes, "You can't deny how that made you feel." The raven continues, his black eyes unwavering as Jimin only looks up at him.
"For god sake Jimin, you didn't even try to push me away." Jungkook raises his voice, throwing his arms in the air when the truth makes Jimin practically flinch.
"I-I wasn't thinking straight." The blonde says, doubt in his voice as the words sound like there more to directed towards himself than Jungkook.
"Damn it Jimin! You shouldn't have to think, It's just about what you want. It should always be about what you want." The raven snaps, turning his head in frustration when the blonde only continues to cry.
God.. He hated making Jimin cry.
"There are certain things I can't want Jungkook." Jimin admits, running his hands through the water as his tears mix in with it. "Certain things I'm not allowed to want." He finishes, looking back up to see Jungkook already looking at him.
"You wanted that kiss." Jungkook says after a moment, the unsaid truth hanging between them like a rope when Jimin doesn't agree nor deny the words.
"I can only hope god will forgive me." Is all he replies, tears completely dried and a familiar numbness covers his once bright eyes.
Jungkook wants to say something, anything to the blonde as Jimin looks away from him, seeming completely distant when Jungkook only continues to look at him. He wanted to scream at the boy, to tell him that he was allowed to want things, and that the church was so blinded that they were spreading pure poison in his head.
But for once in his life, Jungkook refrains, knowing sooner or later Jimin would figure it out himself.
He wondered if the boy would cry like this when he found out Lisa was gay, or better yet once Jimin found out that his very best friend slept around with various men.
One of those men being Jungkook's best friend.
Lisa never held herself back, and neither did Taehyung. Jungkook just couldn't wrap his head around why it was so hard for Jimin.
Why couldn't the boy just give in..
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🌸(A/N)🌸
FIRST KISS
Ik it may have been underwhelming, but would it rlly make sense if Jimin didn't flip his shit?
Also check out my new jikook 'General Jeon'
Hope y'all enjoyed tho;)
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