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DESTINY#15 - goodbye

Luhan's POV

I knew that what i did was right

I was proud of myself for being strong

Pagkatapos nila ako saktan nang ganun ganun

Pagkatapos kung iyakan si baekhyun magdamag

Halos wala na ngang luha lumalabas sa mga mata ko kasi naubos na sa kakaiyak ko

For a week nag takas kami ni baekhyun at dun kela kyungsoo nakitira

Wala kasi ang parents ni kyungsoo pumunta dawng ibang bansa kaya dun muna kami nag stay

About what happend last night? It was no joke

nag club kami because i insist,

hindi naman namin hilig ang mga ganyan pero gusto ko talaga kahit minsan magpakalasing

Kaya nung pumunta kami nakita ko sha

He's a wreck

I thought

Naisip ko naman

Kahit nandiri na ako sakanya

Kahit sinaktan na niya ako nang todo

Still i love him the way he expressed his feelings to me

Ayaw ko naman mag pakabitter kaya lumapit ako sa kanya para magpaalam in a formal way

Yes, i planned to have a bit freedom for myself out there

When i called him i know he thought i'm not real like he's just imagining things

Hahaha cute ey? :)

Kahit anong gawin ko mahil ko parin tung deputa to

Minura ko na nang minura ayaw parin magpa awat at dikit na dikit sa puso ko chos cheesy binuntis nga ako eh gagu!

Oh diba? Hindi panga humilom ang mga sugat na binigay niya last week pero nagawa ko parin mag joke hahaha syempre hindi naman ako mashadong bitter no!

"sehun look at me"

Umiling lang sha ayaw makinig eh kainis

"sehun look at me"

Nung tinignan na niya ako i can clearly read his emotions

His eyes shows need of love and care

His eyes are screaming for my name begging me to stay

Sad to say i can't

After i let go of those such words i left him like a helpless person

And neither i can't believe i'm doing this to him and to myself

To be honest? Gusto ko nga shang buhatin patungo sa kama at paulanan sha nang halik tas gusto ko lang sha makasama

But i know that what i did was right because of course hindi ko malilimutan yung ginawa niya sakin

Time will come and all of this wounds will heal probably i might be ready to face him

I promise pagbalik ko kung makita ko man sha hindi naako magpapakabitter

All i need right now is a time for myself

Cut the drama pagod na ako mag english no! -.-

Pwedi naba ako maging actress este actor? :">

Dejk seryoso plano ko talaga yung mga yun

Nag ring bigla phone ko

"hello baek? Napatawag ka?"

"luhan ok na yung lahat"

"salamat sa lahat ha? Salamat talaga"

"gaga ang cliche mo eh maypa alis alis kapa babalik kalang naman ano to? Revenge ulit?"

"oy hindi ah hahaha segi na bye na for real mahal ko kayo ni kyungsoo tandaan niyo yan!"

*beep beep beep*

Ay bastos in-end call banaman? -.-

Hays mamimiss ko tung korea pansamantala :(

Drama tunguunuuu >3<

"Now boarding flight to america! Calling all the boarders!

Yosh! Bye bye korea i'll be gone for a while

Dala dala ko yung hellokitty kung stroller at patungong airplano

"YUNG MAY HELLOKITTY NA STROLLER AY ISANG IMPAKTANG NAPAKA DRAMA AT KAYLANGAN PANG UMALIS SA BANSANG ITO DAHIL HE NEEDS A TIME ALONE DAW WELL NO KIDDING WE WILL MISS YOU!"

And i didn't expect to see kyungsoo baekhyun key lay and minho to be there over the hedges that separates outside and the actual port of the airplane

No need to ask bat andun sila at paano

They are smart enough to do such thing

Nag goodbye kiss nalang ako sakanila dahil wow nakakatouch yung speech ni key at tinawag pa akong impakta edi wow ang sweet :P

If you're all wondering pano ako naka alis nang walang problema thanks to them

Mismo parents ko hindi alam asan ako ngayon lels

Nung nakaakyat na ako sa eroplano sinalubong ako nang isang stewardess

"Ma'am good day hope your all comfortable in our plane here have a free bubbletea thankyou"

sir po dapat but i take ma'am as a compliment :">

Ngitian ko nalang yung stewardess dahil sosyal free bubbltea kaso vanilla flavored :I

Tatanong sana ako kung may taro flavored pero nung mapansin ko may naka sulat sa likod binasa ko

I smiled for a moment

Geez you're really a wreck youngman and i love you for being one

"babydoll why not try vanilla? I miss your scent already. i'll be waiting for you even if it took forever, I will always love you baby"

I love you too sese, goodbye baby

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End of destiny