4 years later

Chapter 1

people say you never know what can happen you don't think how true or real  it is or you don't think to much of it.

I like to say I wish I did and didn't at the same time bad things can come out of good things and good things can come out of bad things it's just how it goes and it doesn't come to mind how bad it'll hurt.

Sometimes I wish I never found out about the up side down and minded my own business or I just left Nancy and Jonathan alone inside the house with that monster but I didn't I went in and helped them I didn't mind my own business and that led me down a path i didn't like that much but like I said good thinks can come out of bad things because i think if I didn't go in and save Nancy and Jonathan I wouldn't have meet my amazing friend robin and I wouldn't have met the kids and have a strong bond with each other or I wouldn't have met Billy and Eddie...

After me and Nancy broke up we became distant friends we talked here and there but we're not close even though me and Nancy broke up she there for me but she's mostly with Jonathan there dating now I'm not sad about it I think our beak up was needed it wasn't that healthy but it wasn't that toxic either I was in love and she wasn't and that's okay it was for the best.

Me and Jonathan are okay it's awkward  between us I'm glad he forgave me.
every once and a while if I need photos printed off of my laptop he'll do it for me we sometimes do weed together I'd say we talk more then ï talk with Nancy after getting to know him ï say he's pretty cool.

Robin is the first friend I could keep.shes the best friend a guy can ever have.I meet her at my first job ï ever had and that's scoops ahoy she was  there when the third attack from the upside down happened and when our bond became stronger. I even found out that she was lesbian. it was a surprise at first but I was never disgusted or gross out I think I was the first person to accept her she was there when I needed her and I was there when she needed me that's how our friendship worked we were in the same grade but she played band I was always at her concerts.
Me and Robin sometimes on our days off we would have movies nights and because my parents are not home 99% of the time we always have our movies nights at my house it was easier that way because we wouldn't have to wait until robin's parents weren't home and she could stay at my house for how ever long she wanted.

As of how I meet the kids... well all of the kid are 15 but as time goes on thy won't stay that age forever they'll grow keep getting older every year they'll grow taller get wiser and probably more mature and eventually they won't need me and won't need me as a babysitter
and the up side down will be gone it would be a good thing but it's what brought us all together but everything comes to a end eventually it's the way of life.

mike is nancys younger brother. Mike is sassy but more of like a brat. mike has black hair with curls he's got freckles but you can only see them if your ether up close to him or you stare.
Mike is a little protective but not a lot he's not that  good when it comes to others feelings he also likes to talk back but other then that he's a good kid did I mention that he's in a club about dnd.

Will is is Jonathan's brother.
Will was the first to encounter the up side down he went missing but luckily he was found just in time before he was about die. I think that will leans towards the boys if you know what I mean. There might be a thing going on with will and mike but I don't want to assume as far as I know of there not the bests of friends now. will is the type of person who'll get there feelings hurt easily but even with that I think he's the strongest emotionally he's gone through a lot but other then that he's the nicest and understanding person I know that's a kid. Will has brown hair with a hair cut like a bowl but that just makes him absolutely adorable.

Max came into my life 2 years ago.
Shes a total badass 🙂 max is Billy's younger sister. max and Billy were step siblings. Max has red hair, brown eyes, and freckles. Max is like the most mature kid there a lot of times she makes sure they don't get into any trouble when I'm busy and can't babysit shes really helpful and really sarcastic.

El is hoppers adopted kid she has powers she was the one who saved will and she knew about the up side down when every thing first started will, el is like a little sister to me she is super sweet and caring she's got long lightish
brown hair and drown eyes but she's got a nice smile and she's good at cheering people up.

mike, Lucas, and Dustin where
in a little group together they liked to play dnd short for dungeons and dragons it was so cute key word "was" after some time will was found from the up side down. mike got together with el which is now wills stepsister so mike stopped hanging out with the group then max came in around the second up side down attack.
Lucas then got a crush on max then eventually they got together.
Dustin went to a summer camp but even before that me and Dustin are close so I was the first person Dustin came to when he got back.

Lucas started basketball he does pretty good to be honest but he's trying to to hard to be one of the popular kids and from my experience it was lonely sure I had ladies and people there it's just there all fake and not true friends who will accept you no matter what so from my own perspective it's not fun.

Dustin is my favorite but Don tell the others that I said that Dustin is super nice and funny and really really smart he also plays dnd he likes it so much
that he joined a club he goes to champions and other things but at time goes on we all split ways.

My lovers...

How do I say this

They were 2 guys there names were Billy and Eddie they made me feel less alone I had someone to be affectionate with they saved me from my loneliness...

Billy he had long blonde curly hair that reached his shoulders and beautiful blue eyes he wasn't the nicest person or brother but I loved him he was my first everything he was the first person who would light up my world and made my dark and lonely "home" not so sad.

Eddie he also had long curly hair but it was black and reached past his shoulders his eyes where a dark color brown his eyes looked calming.
Eddie was the leader in the dnd club it's so nice he cared so much for the club.

Eddie was the second one to lighten up my "home" Eddie was my everything after Billy died Eddie showed me affection too it was nice to have someone care for you Eddie made my wold lighten up again made it less sad and dark.

I was thankful for everyone but...

I-I couldn't live in the same house anymore...

I had to leave...

No..

I needed to leave I had to start over where I could feel there presents in the house every where I need to go...

But that would mean I had to leave my friends and the kids but I have to it's for the best before I do something dangerous I couldn't lie in my bed all alone I had to get out start new...

I love you guys I'm sorry.