One-sided L❤️VE

Chapter 5: a cool day

PAST.

Time flies really fast. Actually its almost the end of semester for our 2nd year that eventually we will having our vacation.

Mabilis akong nakapagadjust sa new environment ko. No awkward moments. No hard time to cope up. No more culture shock. Everything comes in a very smooth way. Definitely it is all because of my friend, it's all because of him. My ever supportive friend. Never niya akong iniwan. He is to good by impressing me how to deal with everyday life. He puts me in the place where fears nor anxiety is no more. I awe my life study in him.

"La, san tayo ngayon?"

He asked me but I'm not actually into his question since I feel like cloud nine this time.

"Saan tayo kakain sabi ko ?!"

"Ahhh..hmmm sa KFC nalng tayo. my treat :)"

Yesss. its gonna be my treat. Kasi finally naapprove na ko as a part of Dean's lister. So happy... wiiiiiiihh

"Really? himala! what's the occassion?"

"I passed :)"

"Wow! talaga ? congrats sayo ha :) astig ka talaga !"

"Thank you !!!"

"no.no.no.... Im the one who will treat you today , Lets celebrate its really a good news for you and to me "

" yieeee !!! talaga .. sige sige sige tara "

Bait niya talaga akalain niyo yun nilibre nya pa ako... ang sweet niya talaga ! He never failed to make me happy.

I have a kwento nga pala. alam niyo ba na capable siya maging part of a dean's lister. He is so smart. He can be good at everything pero naalala ko yung sinabi niya sakin nung minsan natanong ko sa kanya yun.

"Ayoko kasi talaga. I mean ayoko ng pressure. I hate complications and expectations. And besides, Im happy without that title. And I can leave without it."

Nakakapagtaka dahil parang ang daming nagkakandarapa para makuha yung karangalang ganon. Hayaan na nga siya its his choice. Baka may dahilan siya tungkol dun. Somehow, iba kasi yung dating ng sinabi niya sakin. Parang may something eh... hmmmp.. nevermind. Lets go back to reality.

Like what he said earlier. He is the one who paid the bills. And we really celebrate that thing. It was full of fun and smile. Sana kasama ko din si papa. Pero ayos na din to, atleast nandiyan naman siya para sakin. That's all enough for now.

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While were walking our way home. He suddenly speak,

"Thank you."

I looked at him pero hindi siya nakatingin sakin. I got a puzzled that moment. Then I speak also after a couple of seconds.

"For what? Diba dapat ako nga ang nagpapasalamat sayo ? "

"Thank you kasi nandyan ka sakin lagi. Salamat dahil kaibigan kita. Salamat talga Angela ha."

With another words of him puts me in a deeper confusion. I have no idea kung bakit niya sinasabi sakin yun. Hindi ko naman napansin kung may problema siya ngayon. Naku naman, baka nag away na naman sila. Nakakainis! ang saya na nga eh sabay papasok yung thinking na hindi pala total happiness yun para sa kanya. Hindi pa naman siya open pagdating sa problema niya. Yan ang ayaw ko sa kanya eh, kasi siya lagi siyang nandyan para icomfort ako in my trouble times. Pero siya, hindi. never kong nalaman na may problema siya unless sasabihin niya talaga. Ang hirap kapag ganyan siya. He's good in keeping his pain. He always shows to people his happy side. Ano bang magagawa ko ?

Should I ask him na what was wrong?

Or should I keep my mouth shut to avoid complications?

haaysss.. ang gulo !

"hey! speak up. Burst it now. "

I suddenly asked him, because his mood now really bothers me.

"What ?"

"I really know you mr. Garcia. What's in your mind now ?"

He smiled at me after he hears my speech.

"You really know me miss :)''

We sit on the park for us to be comfortable in sharing our thoughts.

"Yes, I am. Anong silbi ng pagiging kaibigan ko kung hindi ko malalaman ang ibig sabihin ng mga ganyang simple gestures mo. Pero seriously, okey ka lang ? Can I hear you side now? "

"She's cold as Ice now :("

"Again ?"

"hmmmmmm... yeah hindi ko na nga alam ang gagawin ko. I love her so much, pero hindi ko maintindihan."

Napaisip ako sa sinabi niya. Bakit kaya ? anong problema, parang napakaserious naman yata this time.

"You know what ? we often fight this past few days with some non sense reasons. hayss ang hirap."

"Baka naman misunderstanding na naman ang reason ng lahat?"

"Yun na nga eh.. everytime we misunderstood each other, pati nga yata feeling namin para sa isat-isa eh isang misunderstanding na din. Nakakasawa nalng kapag paulit- ulit na ganito."

"Pag-usapan niyo yan please. Ayoko ng ganyan ka eh.... maayos niyo din yan. Mahal niyo ang isat-isa kaya alam ko maaayos yan. Theres no impossible when its true love :). hindi ko man alam kung ano talaga ang problema niyo ngayon, pero trust me everything will be fine as long as you want both to be fine :). Think for it."

And with that, I stood up as a sign of conversation over. I let him to be alone for him to think again and again to resolve their problems.

Umuwi na ko at dumiretso na sa kwarto ko. I washed up and ready to sleep when my phone suddenly ring, a sound in my notification.

I checked for it and Jordan's status pop-out.

We've gone this far. I hope its not over .

Bigla naman akong kinabahan. Hindi ko maintindihan yung pakiramdam ko. Ano kayang nangyari ? Is this really the end for them?

I composed myself to sleep. I need to talk to him to clarify my thoughts.

I thought it was a cool day but it ended up like a cold day. A very cold and sad day for him and also for me.