BACK AGAIN MY KAWAII KIDDS WITH CHAPTER 23
Don't play the song until I say mkay!! So without further ado
.
.
.
"Alright now don't be a stranger everyone" my mom smiled "and don't forget about your mother n/n" she pulled me into a tight hug "I won't mom ever" I sad smiled and kissed her cheek then walked to the car with eren he was driving back this time so he open the passenger door for me and we both got in.
"You okay?" He asked grabbing my hand I sighed and nodded "she'll be okay"
So what am I sad about? Well~
.
.
.
.
Flashback! Play song
"N/n come help with the dessert in the kitchen real quick." My mom called for me. I got up and followed right after her. She went into the fridge and grabbed a cake "wow that looks good mom" she nodded. 'There's definitely something wrong she always gets a big head after someone compliments her food' "mom whats wrong?" She deep sighed and avoided eye contact, okay now I'm worried
"Y/n" first name what the hell is going on "I have stage two cancer, breast cancer to be exact" I froze in horror "w-what? how, when did you find out, how long?" I started asking all the questions that popped into my head "calm down n/n, I just found out a couple weeks ago" I nodded letting her continue "I haven't started any treatment yet. They still have to explain somethings and see if I even need treatment." She said and I nodded processing and taking everything she said "come here n/n" she grabbed me and gave me a hug "I'm not going anywhere.. okay?" I nodded "you better not your all I got" she looked at me "now that's a lie you got all them that's in the dining room, you got your handsome special friend ~ eren and Ryo baby you definitely got more than just me, why don't you go and get your special friend" she smirked I rolled my eyes "EREN" "girl" she smacked me I could've done that" "then why didn't you?" I asked "aht don't get smart with me"
"Hey what's up?" He looked at the both of us but I stayed silent "I need you to promise me something" he looked at her confused "y/nnn" Sasha called "I'll be right back" I mumbled as they both watched me walk out I was kinda glad sash called because it was starting to become suffocating in there and I needed to breathe.
Erens pov
"I need you to promise me something" miss l/n said and I looked at her confused
"Yeah, anything" she sighed "I have cancer" my eyes widen
"Wh-w"
"breast Cancer, and I don't know anything yet for right now but I need you to promise me you'll be by her side if something happens to me, I'm the only family she has and I don't want her to be alone...." She sighed and I nodded telling her she could continue "if something does end up happening to me she shouldn't be alone I know n/n she'll shield herself she might try to move away anything she can do to block out the world."
I didn't know what to say
"I will but I don't want her thinking that I'm trying to smother her after-IF her mom dies I don't want her to push me away" I stated I was serious I don't know what its like to lose a parent but I know people start to spiral I don't want that for her, her personality and she is just to precious for that.
"All I can say is that she might, she might you all away so...just stay close to her just keep her in arms reach be there but don't coddle her." She said and I agreed
"Alright"
"Okay I'm back now my schedule is packed all month I have his birthday to plan and literally right after I have a photoshoot and some catering to do and work but I-i can take off from work they'll understand and I can come here and help you with whatever you need."
I looked at my girl and saw she was already planning something and I didn't like it I looked at her mom and she looked at me and nodded
"How about I come back with you, we can do everything we need to do and plan everything out is that okay?" I questioned
"I...don't know, this is more personal I don't want to burden you with all of this I -I don't"
"Y/n its okay to let people in its okay to let him in to help you I'm not dying yet" she joked but there was no smile on y/n's face "this is no joking matter mom you have cancer and ..and "
"Oh but it is baby you are already going crazy and nothings happen yet all we know is that I have it. Don't push people away that care for you, you know better than that" she touched y/n's cheek and I hugged her from behind and she started to cry. "I'm just scared"
"There's nothing to be scared of yet my love." I wiped her tears and kissed her cheek "this man here loves you a lot and I can see it so don't stop your life okay just keep living keep making moves."
Y/n nodded and took a deep breath
"Okay mom" she looked at me and smiled "ready to go?" I asked her. She went to her mom and hugged her "yeah I am, I love you momma so much"
"I love you more n/n"
"I love you most" I smiled and grabbed her hand and we left
Flashback Over
.
.
.
Y/n Pov
"Yeah she will be" eren said smiling
I took a deep breath okay no time to be sad right now I got a party to plan and execute
"Okay your going to be with the boys all day tomorrow while us girls plan your party"
"Ughhh" he whined "oh don't be a baby" I kissed him
"Alright you girls ready?" I asked Mika and sash who were waiting for me
"Hell yeahhhh" Sasha yelled
"alright lets start planning and buying shit" I screamed
"okay Sasha you and connie are on drinks and music, Mika you and Armin are on decorations and food and I'll set everything up" I explained and they nodded
"So I decided that its going to be a all black party" I said smiling " but the decorations can be silver and black"
I texted connie telling him tomorrow I needed eren out of the house so I can set something up.
I smiled at the girls we were all really excited for this.
"so have you decided if you're going to move in with him yet?" Mikasa looked up at me
I looked back at her with no facial expression "yeah I have" I said going back to what I was doing "now tomorrow i need you Mika to help me set something up in erens room" she raised a brow at me "you'll see" I smiled
.
.
.
Authors Note
alright ima make a pointer
1. I know in the beginning I had Mikasa hating on y/n but I decided to change that and make her one of y/n closest friends and in a great honor of pride month I made her lesbian I just don't know who to pair her with. So if you have someone I should have Mika Mika date comment for me please and thank you!!!
2. please don't forget to comment and vote see ya l8r kawaii kiddies !! :)
YOU ARE READING
FOR YOU| Eren x Black Reader
Fanfiction"Sit back and enjoy the show" In which Y/N lives with her best friend and works at a club as a waitress where a boy there with his friends only paying attention to a girl who has him entranced! Matured Content Eren xBlackFemreader I DO NOT OWN R...
