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"I'm not pretending , hyung."
"THEN WHAT YOU'RE DOING FROM PAST 4 YEARS IF YOU'RE NOT PRETENDING." Jimin burst out causing the other two to flinch. Jin hold his arm to calm him down but jimin was no near to calm. And jungkook face was as always blank , no expression nothing.
"I'm not pretending ,—
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"I'm not pretending , I changed myself according to the world. I changed myself how the other wants me too. I'm not putting a facade or a mask. Now I am just who I am." Jungkook stares at Jimin's face who clicked his tongue and turned his face to the other side.
"Oh really. You're not putting a mask. So tell me , were you like this 4 years ago. With no expression, no emotion , no feelings like a living stone."
"No. But I'm proud of what I am today because you know what , the jungkook you're talking about wouldn't have survive till now in this world. 4 years back I was naive to thing that everything you want go according to what you wish but no I realised not everything go as you dreamed off because everything happened according to the others who planned it."
Hearing him jimin eyes softened a little , he knows what other was talking about he was one of the sole witness who saw his friends life getting shattered in front of his eyes.
"But closing your heart from everyone is not an option right." This time it was jin who uttered.
"Yes closing myself from everyone is not an option but a choice. My choice." Jungkook uttered with a firm voice. His sharp eyes staring right at Jin's soul , his jaw was clenched , it was a very difficult topic for him and he don't want his old wounds to open up again.
"I won't let anyone to ever enter my life again. Never. I think that's all for today." Jungkook stood up ready to leave but he was stopped by jimin who hold his wrist preventing him to even take step ahead.
"Saying all of this. Who do you want to convince jungkook , us or yourself?" Without turning back jungkook stood as if thinking something.
"No hyung I'm not convincing anyone. I'm making you believe it because for me I have accepted it already." With that he jerked his hand from Jimin's hold and walked towards the exit but halted in his place when he heard Jin's voice.
"We all put a false front , a facade , for the purpose of winning the acceptance and approval of the others , We behave in accordance with what we think the other people wants rather than by expressing our own real feelings. But after some times it will be all dark when you'll find no one around yourself to rely on. So instead of making us believe what is not true make yourself understand your own feelings."
"When we think we know people inside out and we think we know what's best for them we should try to remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves. Why should I fear dark , when the mask people wear in the broad daylight is more terrifying. I'm not changed hyung I'm scared."
With that saying jungkook left from there without glancing back at his hyung if he had turned for once he would have seen a lone tear escaping from both of his hyung eyes.
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