Chapter 41: Vows

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(Previous chapter)

"I promise you that you all will always be a part of my life ahead , but there will be a time where I'll only seek for him in the future and no one else other than him , so I won't promise you for those times , and I hope you all will understand me.

Because some certain places in our heart can never be filled by anyone , no love will be enough to fill those places not even the love of parents which are endless , because they seek that certain someone every damn time who owns it.

And I think , that place of mine heart is already owned by him......

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Author pov:

Have you ever waited for someone? Like if they won't come then everything will be close to the end ,  like you will lose it if you won't see them , like everything will shatter if you won't meet them. Have you waited for someone like this?

Maybe yes or maybe no....

And the happiness when you see them in your vision after that unbearable wait is so damn satisfying , as if you could breath , as if it's not the end but a fresh start again , as if you got your everything , as if everything fell on their respective place suddenly , it feels like that right? As if it's right and worth the wait....

But what if the person whom you're waiting for didn't show up and never came?

Then the thought of your wait that "I should stop waiting , there is no one" and the realisation after your wait that "you shouldn't wait , they are never coming for you" is itself unbearable , isn't it?

And this damn another side of the same coin feels like a choked breath , like a freshly cut wound , like a bleeding self , like a boiling water of reality dumped on you , like a last beat of your bleeding heart , isn't it?

Alas! Jungkook has tasted this side of the coin , he has tasted all of it , the pain , the bleed , the burn , and the reality. Everything.....

But here he is , yet again waiting for someone and again this wait is unbearable and heavy at the same time but this time the only difference is this Jungkook is not the same , Jungkook , this situation is not the same situation and the feelings aren't the same either.

Though the fear is still the same as the last one , of being left alone while he keeps waiting....but he forgot this time he isn't waiting for someone else he is waiting for taehyung who loves him as much as the star loves its moon and as much as the sun loves its heat.

He forgot that taehyung is his shooting start which will burn itself to give light to his moon and fall for him to make everything possible for his moon , his Jungkook.

He forgot that taehyung's love for him is like a burning sun which will burn itself till the end to give him a calming night , or it will keep on burning to give him a warming day.

He forgot that it's taehyung....who will never hurt him , who will never say no to him , who will never make him wait , who will always be there for him and doesn't matter if he is beside him in person or behind him in shadow , he will be there...

Jungkook was standing on the other end of the aisle waiting for taehyung , his mind was in turmoil but his heart was calm as if it knew something which Jungkook's mind doesn't.....

Jungkook was standing on the other end of the aisle waiting for taehyung , his mind was in turmoil but his heart was calm as if it knew something which Jungkook's mind doesn't

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