my strange omega

pain..

Trigger warning:-      Mentions of suicide and death .

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Kinn is sitting on a chair looking at the ring where two fighters are fighting a bloody battle ,he has seen this many times but the pain of seeing his brother covered in blood is always the same ,not wanting to look at the two people fighting anymore kinn averts his gaze to a corner while being reminded of the past.

*It has been 5 years of pete leaving this world , everything changed once Vegas heard the news of Pete's death ,that day he got  a panic attack and we had to go to hospital immediately it took 2 months for him to come back to his senses ,he left our home and started living alone in a villa locking himself  in there for 3 years ,.....in the beginning of the 4th year he came out of his villa and started going out again.... sigh ....

But he didn't go out of house to let go and to move on but he went out so he can die,he tried to suicide many a times in these years but we saved him everytime but now we don't even know how long we can save him ,he has lost his willfulness to live the once naughty and lovely Vegas is long gone now with pete ,what remains is his body which wants to stop breathing but can't *....

Bam ,a loud noise of something falling and people cheering came making kinn to come out of his thoughts ,he looked at the ring and saw Vegas had won the fight and was now lying in the ring motionless,kinn immediately got up and went to him and helped him sit on the side, blood flowing from his mouth and nose.

"Vegas , it's time to stop all this please ,you are so hurt",Kinn said as he cried at the misery  of his brother .

"He hates me Kinn ,he hates me ,today also he didn't let me die" ,Vegas said with a bitter smile on his face tears flowing down his cheeks.

"Vegas please stop this , don't do it to yourself" ,kinn begged.

"I just have a little wish kinn that i want to die but look at him not wanting to free me from this hellish life ,this is my punishment kinn ,but i promise i will keep trying until the death comes to me ,i will keep trying" .Vegas said in a sorrowful tone.

"Let's get out of here i am suffocating ,Kinn said and helped Vegas get up" ,kinn wanted to take him to hospital but Vegas didn't want it, he wanted to go home as soon as possible.

When they reached his villa Vegas got out of car and was about to go in when he saw kinn getting out of the car.

"Why did you come out of the car,"Vegas asked wiping the blood off from his face as he was feeling a stinging pain.

"Let me stay with you today ,you didn't want to go to hospital then it's okay but atleast let me bandage it for you" ,kinn said while looking at Vegas .

"No need to i can manage on my own ,and this pain ,this pain gives me the feeling of how close i am to death so instead of hurting i want to savour this feeling as much as i can.Go home" ,Vegas said and went into the house.

"I hope you don't do anything that i will regret leaving you alone today Vegas ,please don't try to die again" ,kinn prayed and with a hurting heart he went from there.

Vegas went inside the house and locked the door behind him making sure that no one could come inside not because their was something valuable in this house but because he didn't want a stranger to look at his Pete's potrait .he doesn't like anyone even glancing at pete.

After closing the door Vegas started walking to get to the last room of the villa.

*Look pete it's another day of me being locked up in this coffin but isn't it irony you are under soil in a coffin sleeping forever but i have to get up everyday and roam around this coffin trying to figure out how i can die in a painful way ,but you know i am sinister and you hate me so much that you won't let me die .you could have given me the cruelest punishment by making me die in a horrible way but after all you are pete my omega so you chose for me to live rather then die as my punishment but i promise you soon i am going end this life of mine ",Vegas said talking to himself when he finally reached the room he wanted to go in .