Im Gay...

Chapter 6 : Do You Come Here Often?

    I woke up a few hours later. I woke up from Leon making noises as he walked above me on the second floor. I knew I couldn't let him see Zane and I cuddled up together. So despite how badly I wanted to lay there forever, and never leave the comfort of his arms, I got up.

    I called my mom and asked her to pick me up, so after talking to Leon for a second, he told me he was getting in the shower.

    I woke Zane up before I left to say bye. "Hey, Zane, I'm leaving. Leons awake." I said explaining why I was no longer laying with him.

    He opened his eyes barely, giving me a little smile. "Hey Brycey... Did uhm.. last night really happen the way I remember?" He asked in a sleepy tone. God he is sexy.

    "I'm pretty sure it did." I said with a smile as I put my hand on his leg.

    "You do know I have a girlfriend right? And I don't think I'm gay." He said sadly.

         *HONKK, HONK HONK*

    "I got to go Zane, can we talk later?" I asked. He nodded and I left to leave with my mom.

    The car ride home my mother and I talked like we used too, as if nothing was different. That made me feel good.

    When we got home, we went inside, mom ate breakfast and woke James up for work. We all ate together, and for once, things seemed normal. Everything was finally coming together, except Zane and I. How could he say he's not gay?

    Jess came home a few hours later, greeting me when she walked in.

    "Hey faggot, did you have as much fun as I did last night?" She said. I'm starting to get used to ignoring the gay comments.

    "It was alright, thanks for inviting me." I said with a smile smile as I put my plate in the sink and walked upstairs.

    Later that day, Zane and Leon showed up. They were picking up Jess, and Zanes girlfriend was also there.

    "Dad I'm going to the movies with Leon and some friends, I'll be home when the movie is off!" She yelled to her dad as he told her bye.

    Zane gave me a knowing frown, as if he knew he hurt me by still being with a girl. Even worse that she was kissing him, and holding his hand right in my face. I shook my head and left the room. I couldn't stand to see Zane with someone else.

    I'm so confused. Why would Zane kiss me, and go to the movies with his girlfriend the next day? I know I agreed to keep our friendship a secret, but I can't help but feel slightly betrayed and hurt. I tried my best to push it out of my thoughts and focus on something else. But 'I'm not gay' kept replaying in my mind. Could Zane be completely straight after last night?

    I decided I would walk to the ice cream shop to get my mind off of things. I put my shoes on, and left the house.

    When I arrived at the ice cream shop, I was surprised at how busy it was. There were far more people here than I expected. Must be some event happening.

    I ordered some ice cream sat alone to eat. That's when a guy that came in after me, asked if I wanted some company, he must have been alone too.

    I have never seen him before, but I was happy to have the chance to meet someone new, so I accepted his offer.

    The guy had blonde hair, blue eyes, he was taller than me, but not much, and was skinnier than me, but his arms were toned and nice.

    The first thing I noticed when I saw him was his surfer guy demeanor. He reminded me of one of those stud surfers from the movies.

    "Nice to meet you, I'm Jordan." He said as he sat down. He didn't talk like one of those air head surfers. That was refreshing.

    "You too, I'm Brycey." I replied. "I just moved here a few weeks ago." I added.

    "I was wondering why I haven't seen you before. I usually remember a cute face." He said. That's when it hit me that he was gay. I could tell by the way he carried himself, and he had a slight gay twang in the way he talked, but I doubt many people noticed it as much as I did.

    I laughed at his compliment and my face turned red.

    "Do you come here often?" He said in a cliche tone as he winked. He laughed at his comment too, so that made it less awkward.

    "Not really." I admitted. "Maybe I should start coming more?" I asked with an embarrassed smile.

    "For sure." He said with a smile. "I'll see you around, Brycey." He added as he stood up, and left the ice cream shop.

    I just flirted with another gay guy for the first time. It felt good, embarrassing, but good. Not to mention he was cute.

    I walked back to my house, thinking about Zane, and the mysterious Jordan I just met. When I got close to home, I saw Leons car in the driveway. They must be home from the movies. I hope they dropped Zane off already, I thought to myself.

    Of course Zane, Leah, Jess, and Zanes girlfriend, Leah I think is her name, all sat on the couch. Ugh.

    Zane smiled to me as I took my shoes off and after making sure nobody was looking he winked and did a weird thing with his tongue and laughed to himself. I can't help thinking he looked cute, but I was too jealous to let it show. I rolled my eyes and walked to my room.

    I heard Jess and Leon talk as they came upstairs. They went into Jess's room. I didn't hear anyone else, hopefully that means Zane and his girlfriend are gone.

    I started to hear knocking sounds coming from my wall. They were loud. I couldn't figure out exactly where it was coming from and what was making the sound.

    I got up to go investigate, and approached the sound. When something flew toward the window and bounced off, scaring me half to death, I jumped.

    Another knock at the window, this time I realized it was just a rock. I looked down to see what was throwing the rocks, to see Zane. He mouthed something that I couldn't make out, so I opened the window.

    "Why are you throwing rocks at my window?" I cried in an aggravated tone.

    "I had no other way to get your attention. Is there a way I can come up?" He asked with a sympathetic smile.

    "No." I said flatly. "Go home, Zane." I added. I wanted him to know that I was not happy about what he did. But, Zane has a way of getting his way with me.

    "Let me inn, let mee innn!" He sung, remixing the let ig go song from that Disney movie. He sung more but I couldn't understand it.

    "Okay! Okay! Please stop singing! I yelled. "There's a ladder in the garage, the doors unlocked." I explained.

    He smiled big at me and ran to the garage, came back with the ladder and climbed up to my window.

    "I put a lot of work into that song Brycey, he said as he struggled to climb in. "You should be more appreciative you know?" He said as he finally got inside.

    "Shouldn't you be with your girlfriend, Zane?" I asked with a serious tone.

    "Probably. I probably should be, because I promised her I would. But, I made up a lame excuse for her to leave." He said. "I wanted to talk to you. So here I am!" He said as if I should be more than happy to be in his presence.

    I sat on my bed, not knowing what to say. He slid off the window, walked to my bed, and climbed under the covers making himself at home.

    "Okay, okay. I know why you're mad." He started to explain as he pulled me down, so I would be laying beside him. "But.. Brycey, I'm not gay."

T.h.
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