Goddess Bound

Spider x Nala the beginning

Nala's Pov.

After we arrived at Cresent warrior pack the other survivors were sent with some were wolf's who took residence here to stay with them until they can be processed to go to other packs in the surrounding area's. Spider led me up the cobblestone pathway that leads to a large Black victorian era looking mansion with Grey trim on the edges. Dead trees could be seen in the background behind it as my eyes fell apon the pitch black night sky with not a cloud nor star in sight the only light coming from the street lamps with huge bulbs on them making it look like a crystal ball on a black pole. I quickly check to make sure my beanie is on to hide the small streak of white hair accompanied by my dark blue hoodie i like to wear. My thoughts wander to what the moon goddess did to me i'm terrified to cut my hair because then it will become pure white my skin is already almost albino. feeling self conscious of my appearance i fold my arms together tightly around me as i follow a wolf i barely know. Now standing inside the house the front door closed behind us my mate voice rings out into the open abruptly breaking the deafening silence. " Don't try escaping me i will be able to find you."  I shiver in anxeity the pit of my stomach dropping as a mix of hopelessness overcomes me. " I... I wont." I say to him meekly. finaly he makes a slight expression on his otherwise emotionless face. with his brow raised slightly his deep baratone voice rings out again. " I'll believe that when you prove it." A shiver racks down my spine i thoughts fill my mind. " what kind of a person is this man, why doesn't he seem to express any emotions, Why does he want to keep me It's obvious he has no true interest in me. What happened to my best friend?" i think to myself as I can't get my mind to quiet down in the slightest.  I look over the the strange wolf before me his blue icey eyes making me shiver in discomfort.

" Some thing wrong love?" he asks me in a flat tone. " N...No just over whelmed is all" i say to him as i begin plotting my escape as soon as he goes to sleep tonight. " Mhm" he says cocking his head at me almost like a seriel killer would or at least thats the way it looked to me. " if he catches me escaping i'm so dead." i think to myself doubt lingering in my thoughts as i pretend to inspect the floor.  he whispers to himself softly as he walks down the hallway out of my view. Anxeity twists in my stomach as i'm bombarded with images of the vampires killing humans and bombs going off as the air filled with smoke. I can't breathe I choke up as my chest tightens as my breaths become labored i Start to get light headed as small black dots cloud my vision as tears stream down my face my eyes burn as the tears are warm i swear i'm crying blood. I hear him talking to me but im unsure of what hes saying suddenly his voice become more clear. " Come on baby girl deep breaths its okay i'm here, your safe with me nothing's  gonna happen i promise." He gently coaxes me as i struggle to breath normaly he holds my hands rubbing my palms in a soothing manor. " follow me baby deep breath in, now breath out, now breath in and back out." he does this a few times as i follow in his lead. My breathing now back to normal i'm met with feelings of embarrassment and shame for having not prevented my panic attack not that I could but for some reason i always think that i can. 

" there we go that was scary huh? do you feel better now love?" he says to me softly almost as though he were speaking to a child.  " why did he talk to me like that? and why the fuck did it make me feel better? " i question my own sanity for a moment and settling on that this man has no idea how to treat people normally obviously" I give him a slight look of annoyance that morphs into exhaustion from said panic attack. " thank you for that" i say to him the tiredness seeps into my voice. " lets get some sleep love" he coos at me is voice remained emotionless and way too calm although his expression was warm but didn't seem all there.  he walks down the dimly lit hallway as I trail behind him. " So where do i sleep?" i ask him out of curiosity. " In my room , love i'll sleep on the floor and you can have the bed" he says to me. " huh that's not what i was expecting i thought he would force me to sleep in the same bed as him but the downside is we are still in the same room. I enter the cozy looking bedroom painted dark jade green with only one window i could sit on the bed and look outside if i wanted too. The night stand sat next to the head board, as i desk and dresser could be seen on the opposite side of the room next to the bathroom. I could even sit in the large window seal and read if i wanted to do that.  I curl into the sheets and blankets on the bed my head hits the soft pillow as i'm drifting to sleep one thought fills my mind "Aren't i forgetting to do something?" darkness consumes me as i succumb to exhaustion.