Heaven for devil

Chapter 4

Acceptance

He feels alone

In a room full of people, who tells him they love him. But he feels alone

When I sit in my room, there is nothing that can make me happy, deep silence

Why do I feel I have no one, who truly knows me?

Tears escape from his eyes, no one loved me

Why must I put a smile on my face day after day?

I suppose I feel lonely because I failed to love myself, before loving others.

That day, he decided to say goodbye to this earth

But he failed

A cold strong arm saved him from that mess

Who saved him?

He doesn't know, his feet touched the floor, and he saw a man, he was confused, is it a man or a ghost?

He saw beautiful red eyes, those eyes it was not a man, it was a ghost, his body can't take what he saw, he passed out.

After 1 week, he thinks about that incident, but he can't remember his face.

He didn't talk about this to his friends, he kept his secret himself

He wants to escape that horror, and the only way to escape it's through the music.

That incident gives him more ideas for creating new songs.

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The room is hot despite the air conditioning, the sunshine giving him so many fireworks on his mind and his heart

His little dance, his voice, he gave fire to his body, he was in the club watching him intensely

Looking into his eyes, he can say that, the sunshine is happy now, and the fans are cheering, his smile reached his eyes

He is happy, he wants to see him smile, not sad, and he never cares about human feelings, but why do this human feelings affect him so much?

He had no idea, how this feeling came up.

Everyone thanked them, and his show ended, he thanked his audience, and he was happy when he talked to his friends, he was laughing and blushing

Gosh, he is blushing, his cheeks are getting red

I am not a good soldier

Oh is he leaving?

The cold wind caresses his face, and the sound of the water gives him peace of mind.

He is watching him, the sunshine was sitting on the wooden bench, looking at the river, thinking something in his head, his expression was a little sad.

Is he okay?
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"If you don't mind, may I sit?" Bible asked him

Jeff nodded at him, he was thinking
he saw this man before, but he can't remember him,

Is it the same person who saved me?

He was staring at him for a  long time, the bible can feel it, he turned to look at his sunshine

"Are you okay?" bible asked

"oh I am sry, yeah I am fine"

Jeff was caught

"do you know me?" Jeff asked him out of blue

Bible played like a dumbed

"huh, no"