A New Kind of Love.

Part 13

California November 2012- 7 years ago

" Sebastian where are you! I've been calling your phone a 1000 times and you haven't answered once! Call me back!" I angrily threw my phone at my bed. 2 months since I miscarried and my life had gone to shit.

My parents distanced themselves from me, my mom basically couldn't even look at me. Sebastian was rarely there for me. He was so distant and cold towards me. I know what we went through was traumatic, but holy shit to the point where he can't even talk to me for at least four days? I was fucking furious. My phone buzzed. I looked down at the message.

' Plz pick me up super drunk rigbt now'

What a cunt.

But as much as it infuriated me that he couldn't even emotionally open up to me anymore, I grabbed my keys, texted him for the address and made my way over. As soon as I got there I felt the energy of the atmosphere. Drunk High School boys. Hot girls. Cocaine. And ,a shit faced Sebastian laying down on the lawn.

I quickly made my way out of my car and hurried over. " Sebastian! What the fuck were you thinking?" I angrily yell at him. A few people look over at us but are too drunk to care. " Joanne? What are you doing here?" He laughs choking on his spit. I throw his arm over my shoulder and basically drag him to my car.

" Get in and sit", I demand him. " I'm not a dog Joanne." He tries to go in for a kiss but he reeks of alcohol. " Ew no just get in and sit down." I back away from him.

As soon as he gets his seat belt on he leans his head on the car window. " Are we going to your houseeee?" He murmurs. "'yes we are".

" Ou- what are we gonna do Joanne?" He playfully hints at. I roll my eyes. " Sebastian just sleep until we get there alright? And don't throw up." I focus my eyes on the road.

As soon as I get to my house I make sure my parents are asleep and sneak him into my room. I take off his shoes and clean him off.

" Why have you been acting this way Sebastian? Is it because of the baby?" I lay down next to him. He loudly grunts. " I don't want to talk about anything Joanne. No babies and not my parents", his voice fades away as he attempts to sleep or should I say avoid my question?

" Can't you just open up to me?" My eyes fill with tears. I quickly wipe them away so he won't notice. " Just fucking drop it", he raises his voice. My heart breaks a little. What even happened to the Sebastian I knew.

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New York- Present time April 2019'

My father and Sebastian gathered all my things before I left from the hospital. But no surprise my father left to go attend a meeting.
Work before family am I right?

As I was heading out I saw a familiar face approach me but I couldn't figure out who they were until they got really close. " Joanne- wait up", Rosalie grabs on to my arm, which I quickly yank away from her.

" Easy there Joanne. It's okay", Sebastian reassures me.

" I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart about what happened with Robert. I don't see him anymore, at all. He's a horrible person for what he did to you and I'm so-

" I don't want to hear it. Be sorry for yourself, that your baby got the father it has." I sneer. Sebastian pulls me in. "Joanne", he whispers in an alerting tone.

" I didn't want a guy to come between us Joanne I promise I didn't. It was one time okay? The month before your birthday we were planning a surprise party and- these feelings I had for him when we were just friends came to the surface and I don't know I gave in", her tears whelm up. A laugh escapes my mouth.