More than hate -lo'ak sully

Mhm

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(Loaks pov)
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I heard neteyam I think but my mother was definitely screaming my name through the forest
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It was a mothers call to find her son.
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My heart was pounding through my entire body the beating in my head was getting worse by each second that passed
All I wanted to do is run into my mothers arms and stay there forever. Me and my mother always had a very strong bond sometimes I felt like she was the only one who understood or took my side.

I wanted to tell everyone how sorry I was and how I didn't mean it

"M.m..mum?"I said looking at someone running towards me
"Lo'ak" my mum ran towards me tears in her eyes, grabbing and pulling me in for a hug she then said to my dad through their ear pieces that she found me

Neteyam had showed up too not long after my mother he was holding Tuas weapons

I looked at him worried by what he was holding "Is..is s..she ok?" I mumbled into her neck asking worriedly about the girl

Neteyam looked at her when I said those words also scared for A'tuala.
"Yes she will recover."she said very briefly
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Back at the village

Jake:"get her down!"he shouted to some of the others to lay me down

My eyes wondered around the room searching anywhere I could for a familiar face my head wouldn't move or any of my body no matter how hard I tried, I finally managed to move my hand on to the sorest part of my body I slowly held it up to get a look at it my hand was covered in blood.

I looked away from my hand as I dropped it harshly hating the way every single eye in the tent was on me trying to fix me.
There were still the strange looks I got from na'vi about the different colour of my skin

I heard Neytiri through jakes ear piece saying how they had found lo'ak I couldn't get my mind off of him as much as I hated it

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With Neytiri
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Neytiri:"we should get back now"
"It's way past eclipse"she said standing up hinting for her sons to follow behind her

Neteyam:"lo'ak hurry up!"he shouted back to the boy
While lo'ak started quickening up he sliced the side of his face on a branch

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Jake:"Neteyam,lo'ak!"he shouted to both sons running to embrace them in a hug each

Neteyam:"how is she?" Lo'ak:"yeah"lo'ak jumped in
Jake:"she is in that tent with your grandmother"he pointed toward which one they had to go into
Neteyam sprinted drying A'tuala's weapons while lo'ak hadn't wanted to go see the girl he had harmed
Neytiri:"wait!"she held her youngest son by his arm them inspecting his sliced face

Lo'ak:"it's nothing just a scratch it'll heal fast"he answered before just heading to bed
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With tua
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I was sleeping when neteyam walked in

Neteyam:"h..hey tua"he whispered stumbling sitting down next to me
I wake up by the sudden noise and got really scared and confused I had completely forgot what had happened the last thing I had thought was about lo'ak

I stared screaming and crying I was having a panick attack I couldn't make sense of what was happening
Neteyam:"hey hey hey tua it's me neteyam calm down your ok"he said placing his hand on my shoulder
I didn't recognise that it was even neteyam right beside me

So I did something I never in a million years wanted to do
"NO NO I WANT LOAK!" I yelled crying and hyperventilating
Neteyam was shocked by my out put. neteyam:"a..are y.ou sure tua?" He got out
I slightly started calming down my breathing slowed and my chest stopped pounding through my skin
"W..what Neteyam..I..is that you?" I said tears streaming down my face

Neteyam:"yeah tua it's me your ok. you fell my grandmother said over the next week or so you will be out of sorts"
"Do you still want lo'ak?"

"Lo'ak?" I mumbled wondering what he meant and scoffed
Neteyam:"never mind I'll take that as a no" "your probably just out of sorts" he slightly giggled
I had a scar going up along my right side starting above my hip bone to the middle of ribs

Jake came in because he though he heard screaming but even though me and teyam knew I had we just shrugged it off Jake then came to see if I was alright I reassured him I was ok he saw the scar on my right

Jake: "cool scar you'll have that one to look back on in many years to come"he giggled out trying to make me feel better he then proceeded to add an ointment for the scar to quicken the healing process.

Neteyam:"you have that one to add to the collection now"he said to me nudging my shoulder
"It's not like I need another ugly scar"I said
Neytiri walked in she overhearing our conversation "scars are what show others how strong you are because they make show you survived and didn't fall when things got hard"she warmly smiled sitting down and brushing my hair back redoing some of the braids that had came out earlier I rolled my eyes at her because I hate getting my hair pulled and done again
Neytiri:"why do you think I'm doing it now"she giggled looking at me roll my eyes
"It's because you can't move and get away for me to do it"Neytiri laughed squeezing my shoulders lovingly
Jake:"neteyam get to bed"he warned
Neteyam:"yes sir"as he headed off to bed "night teyam"I whispered to him

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(The next morning)
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Lo'ak:"neteyam wake up!"he said shaking his brother
"What what what I'm up!"neteyam jumped up thinking there was some sort of emergency
Lo'ak:"can you take me up to the mountains on your ikran after breakfast?"the boy buzzed with excitement
Neteyam rubbed his eyes and nodded "yeah whatever but only after I eat"

The boys run down for breakfast to see everyone was already eating including A'tuala
Lo'ak was shocked to see her he sat at the opposite end of the table beside Kiri while neteyam sat beside her
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Loaks pov
In his head
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Why is he always choosing her over me d..dose he l..like her?
Endless possibilities came to my head and I lost my appetite
I zoned out still thinking about if neteyam will forget about me or maybe he won't fly his ikran with mine he might just stay here with her I hate her she ruined my our life everything was good until she came. I hate how she has been here for three years why can't she just go back where she came from far far far away from me and my family.

Neteyam:"baby bro you ready?"I felt neteyams hands on my shoulder I snapped back into reality
"Oh-uhh yeah ready now"I said jumping out of my seat
Neytiri:"lo'ak are you sure you have had enough to eat?"I heard the worry in her voice
"Oh yeah I have" I said then grabbed another piece of fruit and shoved it in my mouth
Neytiri:"better thank you!"she shouted to me and laughed
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Tuas pov
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When I saw both boys walk off to go flying I was sad that I wasn't aloud to go with them but it's because I haven't healed yet and mo'at says that if I make to much movement the wound can open back up and I can bleed out soooo.

But at the minute I have to have help walking and doing or going anywhere because my movement is limited

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