More than hate -lo'ak sully

Its not fair

The age of all the characters are now Kiri+ A'tuala + lo'ak is 8, neteyam 10 teku just born Tuk isn't born ,a'tok +naran  is 15, zo'li is 13, zei is 12, ma'via is 11, i'kalo is 10etc..

"Jake what is it"my voice shaky with the nerves of what they were talking about

Jake ruffled his hand in his hair faced the other way mumbling to himself it sounded as if he were trying to figure out what to say

Jake had bent down on his knee to face me while we spoke I saw neteyam looking over to me it looked like his eyes where glistening lo'ak didn't look as fazed but he wouldn't look up, he was deep in thought it looks like
The sky was starting to get darker the rain splashing against our skin

"T..tua you have to back home"he said in a hushed down tone
My heart sank hearing those words I hadn't even thought about my family for a while I then started to feel guilty I don't even know them any more

"W..wh..at"I spoke eyes struggling to stay open
"W..we just got word from your parents they need you home, you are going to a big sister they said"he mentioned trying his best to make you feel slightly better
"No I can't go back don't make me th...they ..I..I can't"I mumbled panicking I couldn't think straight I was having a panick attack at this point
"ITS NOT FAIR WHY DONT I GET A CHOICE!"I yelled

"I haven't even bonded with an ikran yet never mind becoming a warrior"my voice cracked
"You can do that when you are home there are ikran there"he smiled patting my leg
"NO YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE LIKE!"I screamed in his face trying my best to get out of his grip
I saw the others standing behind him sad looks on their faces Neytiri crying while Kiri was snuggled into her

"What who are like"Jake said calmly trying to make me soften down
"My parents they don't even care for me it was normally my siblings who cared for me"I mumbled tears now overflowing my eyes. There was nothing els to be said Jake and Neytiri couldn't just keep me here my parents had the choice it was up to them
"We leave tomorrow nigh"he stated, rubbing my arm still at eye level with me
"I'm gonna go to my room"I simply said not making eye contact with any of them my ears were down as far as they would go my tail practically between my legs.

I ran back to my room and cried I didn't know how to feel what to say or do I couldn't go back I haven't been there in years, I have a new brother it's not like they needed anymore children to forget about but what if they don't love me anymore they all will have forgotten I won't have any friends either
Everything filled my head at once

My mother and father were the ones who wanted me gone and what they think I can just leave all I know now I don't even remember The ways of the water.
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The next night
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I had spent the day packing and collecting anything I wanted to bring home from the forest I also spent as much time with neteyam and Kiri as I could before I had to go

When it started getting dark Jake came to say we had to stop playing and I had to come to his ikran

When I got there everyone other than lo'ak was standing all ready to give me final hug and goodbye
My eyes filled with tears seeing how they had all felt the Same way about me leaving as I did.

I went up to Kiri first she took me into an embraced and whispered in my ear "I will never forget tua"she said in a hushed tone tears filling up her eyes
Neteyam was next I stood in front of him trying my best not to break down he pushed my shoulder jokingly "hey I'll see you again it ain't the end skxawng"he joked pulling me in for a hug "thank you neteyam for everything you really helped me with everything"I smiled "and you gotta stop taking the blame for that knucklehead of a brother you have"I giggled smiling at him once more before moving on to Neytiri "don't cry my child"she spoke wiping my eyes "you are strong you will be fine being back you remind me of myself nothing will bring you down just keep your smily ways"she said now her eyes starting clouding pulling me in for a motherly hug.

"Is lo'ak not coming?"I asked
Everyone looked back to the village he was no where to be seen they all just looked down we knew he wouldn't come
"Come now tua it's a long journey ahead"he stated his hand grabbing mine to help me onto his creature
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Once tua and Jake arrive
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The ocean breeze hits me suddenly as we get closer to the shore I can't wait to feel the water against my skin I have waited so long to be in the water again

Once Jake landed everyone crowed round us I heard all the whispered being spoken about me, about my new cloths and my hair not having the same braiding as it used to and my arms not as developed as theirs from not being in the water for as long as they have I felt uncomfortable everyone's eyes on me I could barley stand without shaking
That's until what I remember as my mother and father came out from the crowd the Tsahìk and Olo'eyktan close behind them in the crowd making sure everything stayed calm

"Tua it's nice to see you again how are you?"my mother smiled
"No better having to be here with you"I mumbled hissing at her question
"Tua! Remember what you were taught"Jake spoke sternly at my attitude

The crowd started getting smaller because of the loss of interest
"Thank you Jake sully for bringing her back"my father started shaking jakes hand
"How has she been?"my father asked
"She is a good one when she isn't getting herself into trouble"he laughed pushing my shoulder trying to lighten my mood I smirked at his comment
"But other than that she will make a great warrior"she proudly stated making me look up to him with the biggest smile

"A'tuala your brothers A'tok and naran will help you with your stuff"she said as my brothers appeared from behind her I finally had to look up from the ground when I saw each of my brothers standing there they were nearly unrecognisable they had changed so much from when I left each of them gave me a warm smile and continued to help me with my stuff

I hesitated at first deciding wether to follow them or not until Jake gives me a reassuring look and nudge
"You coming or not lil sis"A'tok shouted to me

"Before I head back do you think she will have to come back to the forest?"jake asked him and most of his family had become fond of the girl thinking of her as practically family
"We are not sure if she will need to stay with you again but we will inform you and your mate if we will need your help"my father nodded as he spoke
"Oh ok"Jake said stumbling on his words as he was about to leave I ran up and hugged him
"Thank you for everything Jake"I assured him smiling
"You remember that training and don't forget your manners you hear"he spoke laughing at his finishing line
"I'll miss you kid"he hushed ruffling my hair making me hiss at him pushing his much larger arm away 
"Now run off and greet the rest of your family ok"he stated before leaving to ride his ikran back to the forest
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As I started walking back to my family pod I saw Tsireya come out of the water on her ilu
"Tua is that you?"her face lit up seeing me
"I heard you were coming back but I didn't even realise"she spoke with ambition to finish so she could embrace me in a hug
"I'm happy to see you too Tsi"I smiled hugging her back "wow I have missed this place"I spoke in her ear
"I have so much to tell you and oh I'll have to show you everything again!"she spoke with excitement in her voice
"I'll come out later hopefully I have to get caught up with my family first"I said kinda stuttering on my words
"Hey hey you'll be fine"she hushed as she heard the fear in my voice
"Thanks Tsi"I gave her one last hug before going back to the pod.
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